Saturday, September 30, 2006
That's as good as it gets for now! Yes, some of the previous pictures brought back memories. But they were fond memories. My grandmama said,"Ewaah! Cun nah cucu nenek ni!". LOLS! I cun? She should look at her grandnieces, all born cun lor! Haish...time flies. Exams approaching. I'm prepared! HIT ME! I've changed my mind about poly, again. I'd rather go to JC. Have high hopes, no point being a mediocre. I lost 3 kg! HAHA! Tomorrow, madrasah! I miss Super4 and stealing glances at him! (: Klah nak siap! Paipai!
Today I'm showing pictures taken by me for me!(: The one above was the earliest pics I found laa.
--- *Reiha@5:22 PM ---
Thursday, September 28, 2006
SACSS, LYSS, ESSS, DMS!Band, NPCC+Dance, Tarian, BOLA! =d2 Kakaks, 2 Adiks!Strangers to besties!Saling sayang menyayang! (:4 years and still counting! Super4 are the best girlfriends a girl can ever ask for!LOVE YOU BEBEs!
--- *Reiha@9:48 PM ---
The Tale of the Heart.
To meet,
To love,
To know,
To part – that’s the saddest tale of the human heart.
When two hearts meet,
One would blush,
One would grin,
One would steal glances,
In hope to find love.
When the two hearts love,
Nothing in the world seemed wrong,
Nothing others said matter,
Nothing could part them,
Only love’s warmth kept it going.
When the hearts begin to know,
Doubts began to rise,
Tension began to rise,
Confusion began to rise,
Yet clinging on to the past comforted it.
And when the hearts part,
Dreams are shattered
Tears are shed,
Despair took its toll,
Leading one back to where she began.
To meet before love.
To love before know.
To know and hope to not part again.
-Nur Fariha
A girl like me holds on and never lets her guard down.
A girl like me knows defeat is not an option.
A girl like me doesn't not fear humans.
Instead she fears the Almighty.
So you can foul mouth this girl
till the cows can fly
or till hell freezes over.
But bear in mind Allah protects a girl like me.
Sure you all think I'm a baddie,
But hey, get you facts right first
Cuz it seems to me you are all just simply finding fault with God.
And to someone whom I actually trusted,
I took you under my wings but you didn't appriciate it,
You turned your back against me,
You have no idea what your actions could lead to,
Did you know your actions could lead me to blood & brusies?
Of course you didn't, cuz it wouldn't be you with the brusies.
I'm laying off now.
We'll see how you'll like it.
Farewell little one.
Kini perhubungan kita begitu seiras seandai Berpatah rotan, berkerat arang.
PS. I looove Amy, Lin, Dayah & Ain! =d
--- *Reiha@9:10 PM ---
Sunday, September 24, 2006
Iman adalah mutiara,
Di dalam hati manusia,
Yang meyakini Allah,
Maha Esa, Maha Kuasa.
Tanpamu Iman bagaimanalah,
Merasa diri hamba padanya,
Tanpamu Iman bagaimanalah,
Manjadi hamba Allah yang bertakwa.
Iman tak dapat di warisi,
Dari seorang ayah yang bertakwa,
Ia tak dapat di jual beli,
Ia tiada di tepian pantai.
Walau apapun caranya jua,
Engkau mendaki gunung yang tinggi,
Engkau merentas laut dan api,
Namun tak dapat jua dimiliki.
Jika tidak kembali pada Allah.
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Ku mengharapkan Ramahdan kali ini penuh makna,
Agar dapat ku lalui dengan sempurna,
Selangkah demi selangkah,
Setahun sudahpun berlalu.
Masa yang pantas berlalu,
Hingga tak terasapun,
Berada di bulan Ramadhan,
Semula...
Ku megharapkan Ramadhan kali ini penuh makna,
Agar dapat ku lalui dengan sempurna,
Puasa, satu amalan,
Sebagai mana yang di perintahnya.
Moga dapatku lentuhkan,
Nafsu yang selalu membela diri,
Tiada henti-henti.
Tak inginku biarkan Ramadhan,
berlalu saja,
Tuhan pimpin ladaku yang lemah mengharumi segalanya,
Dengan sabar....
Ku memohon pada Tuhan diberikan kekuatan,
Ku merayu pada tuhan diterima amalan,
Selangkah demi selangkah,
Dengan rahmatMu,
Oh Tuhanku,
Ku tempu jua.
--------------------------------------------Rakan-rakan ku yang seagama denganku, janganlah membiarkan Ramadhan ini melalui tanpa apa-apa manfaat. Ambilah kesempatan untuk melentuh diri anda. Kerana entah bila Dia akan mengambil kami bali. Dan entah bila akan Dia melimpahkan Akhirat ataupun balak-balak yang sepatutnya kami menghalangi.
--- *Reiha@6:58 AM ---
Saturday, September 23, 2006
Jiwa kini merana.
Menunggu entah siapa.
Hati kini sudah kecil.
Tapi ia tidak bererti ku udah melepaskan suata kepercayaan.
Ku tatap dua bola matamu
Tersirat apa yang ‘kan terjadi
Kau ingin pergi dariku
Meninggalkan semua kenangan
Menutup lembaran cerita
Oh sayangku, aku tak mahu
Ku tahu semua akan berakhir
Tapi ku tak rela lepaskanmu
Kau tanya mengapa aku tak ingin pergi darimu
Dan mulutku diam membisu
Salahkah bila diriku terlalu mencintaimu
Jangan tanyakan mengapa karena aku tak tahu
Aku pun tak ingin bila kau pergi tinggalkan aku
Masihkah ada hasratmu ‘tuk mencintaiku lagi
Apa yang harus aku lakukan
‘Tuk menarik perhatianmu lagi
Walau pun harus mengiba
Agar kau tetap di sini
Lihat aku duhai sayangku
Walau apapun yang ku telah megata.
Tidak kira yang lembut ataupun yang kasar.
Akhirnya hati ku tetap sama seperti dahulu.
Karena ku tahu yang ku tidak bisa membuatmu bahagia.
Walaupun ku 'kan bersendirian.
Walaupun mu 'kan ada temam yang lain.
Aku tetap bahagia 'pabila melihatmu bahagia dengan jelita yang lain.
Hasratku 'tuk mu tetap disini.
Kepercayaanku ngak bisa hilang.
Janganlah menanya mengapa,
karena ku juga tidak tau apa jawpannya.
Hanya ingatlah ku tetap kisah & kasihkan mu.
Oh, sayang
Tolonglah jangan bersedih lagi karena dia akan menjagamu.
Dan menjaga hatimu ketika kamu ragu dan pilu.
Ku hanya menunggu disini.
Kamu 'kan mengetahui segalanya pada akhir usia.
Kini ku harap semua 'kan baik untuk mu.
Dan ku tidak kisah kalau ku merana karena kebahagianmu lebih penting.
Jagalah dirimu dan dirinya baik-baik.
Ku Menunggu.
Ku Mencintai Mu.
-Nur Fariha
--- *Reiha@10:35 AM ---
Thursday, September 21, 2006
I know people hate me now.
Fine. Hate all you want.
All supported him.
I understand.
I'm the evil one right?
I'm the 'Fatalia' right?
I have nothing to prove anymore.
You all have made up your mind.
Hate me, kill me.
I'm the criminal yes?
No one bothers to find out how I'm doing yes?
Cuz only what he said was true?
Only what he said was relevant yes?
Why should you listen to me? I am the criminal.
I deserve to be caged for life.
Everyone is convienced that I am the one who tagged it all.
All evidence points to me yes?
Well, everyone has made up their mind.
Why should I try to change your mind?
You made it already.
In your eyes I'm the bitch, criminal, the-fucker-who-should-go-to-hell.
But in those who love me, I'm just the dauhgter, sister, friend who nobody cares for anymore, except for them.
I know myself.
I know what I'm guilty of.
I'm guilty of dissing Afiq in my blog.
I am sorry Afiq.
But what am I to do?
I'm irrelevant. Nothing I say or do will change anything.
And I'm not guilty of works of 'Fatalia'.
But who would listen to the girl who's dignity was lost?
Who's fragile heart was healing yet again crushed.
No one needs the criminal in their life.
All I have to say is, some of you may not need a girl like me.
But there is someone out there who does.
When I find him, I'll be filled with dignity.
He won't take it from me because he truly loves me.
No matter how the evidence proves my wrong, he'll have faith.
Faith and trust knowing that all that was just make-up.
Faith and trust knowing that the one he loves would never do such a thing.
Faith and trust knowing that even if she did do it, that's the way she is and he loves her for the way she is.
Faith and trust knowing that eventhough the crimes she may seem guilty of, loving her isn't something he'll regret.
"People always say live is full of choices, but no one ever mentioned fear."
I live fear at times.
But if fear eats me, what will become of me?
I know that I have to get better.
I know I'm not a criminal but a girl who lost a lot within a month.
But I know, when you lose something or someone, Allah will replace it.
Just a matter of who, when or where.
I have to thank Allah for the 3 angels that were sent to me.
You know who you are. Your small actions have big impacts.
I thank you. Truly.
People say that all you need in life is someone who truly loves you, I was someone's "someone".
But Allah has other plans for me.
Bigger and maybe better plans.
I'm waiting for life to unfold herself infront of me.
Her true colours are yet to be seen.
But she knows, people talk, usually without thinking.
And usually it isn't true.
I hereby repeat myself.
I am not "Fatalia".
I have not visited the 3 blogs.
I still have not been to the 3 blogs to read the tags.
I don't intend to because I don't need to.
All evidence point to me.
So be it. They aren't the fingers of Allah.
Evidence are just evidence. No one ever said that they are 100% true.
Evidence are found by human, therefore it can make sense but doesn't mean it's 100% true.
Truth lies with Allah.
You want the truth?
Ask Allah, literally.
So think and say what you want but nothing will ever beat the fact the I am innocent.
And that one day all will be known.
Maybe before or after Armegeddon.
But that day will come.
And on that day, the ones who dread me, will be dreaded by the Almighty.
May your Iman guide you and keep you safe.
That is all I have to say for now.
So much pain I've suffered, still suffering.
Maybe the worst is yet to come.
I'll be ready to fight.
I onced said," I'm a fighter,".
I mean what I say.
Until I breathe the last breath, losing is not an option, it's not even a choice.
Good night.
May Peace Be Upon You.
--- *Reiha@9:19 PM ---
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