Sunday, December 31, 2006
Masya'Allah! Fariha ingat hari ini 30 Dec. Tak sangka yang hari ini adalah hari terakhir untuk tahun 1427/2006.
Anyways, this shall be the last post of the year. 2006, another year full of lessons! I went through many-many ordeals! Those that I remember well would be the two relationships that failed, being demoted and having to be accused falsely and the most recent, difintahkan. But when I look back upon them, I'm grateful & I laugh! It shows that, having to been through them, I've learned more to take with me into 2007 and soon, adulthood. Someone once told me, "You can never be an adult until you've made the mistakes and learn for them, in your teenage years, to make you an adult, ".
On the brighter side of life, I've bonded with people whom I'm so grateful to have! I would love to thank these people;
My Girl, Nur Amira: HEY LOVE! Looks like our friendship will enter it's 6th year soon! I'm so thankful that you've always been around every-single-time my life took a different toll! You've seen me through alot these past years. But unlike others, even when I changed, you were still there for me, you never once dejected me. I thank you soo much! You're one in a million! I'm grateful to have you as my BFF! I Love Ya, Marcela! (:
My fellow dancers(The FARAs, Sheila, Aini, Fatin, Dhabitah, Janiah, Irah) : I'm glad that we're as unbreakble as water! You girls never turned a deaf ear towards me, you hear me out, you help me out. Even though things can turn rough at times, it's amazes me that we work it out and always stay as a family! Studies show that women need their girlfriends more than they need their men. So yes, I'm grateful for all your love! Who am I without you girls!
And how can I forget my Sunday madrasah mates? Esp the undeniably havoc guys! You guys brigthen up everyone's Sunday! Hope all of us will reunite next year! And to the other people who have entered and left my life, I want all of you to know that I hold no grudge or fury towards you any longer. I pray for Allah to bless us all a good year ahead. I pray that we all grow stronger, be more mature and that we will learn to endure the hardships that we'll face. Oh, I feel like crying, really I do. All this will turn into memories by the stroke of midnight, tonight. Lets just pray for the best!
LOVE, FARIE!
And Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha to all Muslims!
--- *Reiha@12:44 PM ---
Friday, December 29, 2006
Goood evening! I shall blabber now. It was supposed to be The Super4 outing but the both 'kakak-kakaks' tak jadi datang, again! Blargh. So fine lor. Me and BFF, wanted to watch a movie but we gave up cuz the queue was long & slow! Plus our lil' tummies were grumbling! So we bee-lined to LJS. I bought the food this time. Nad told me to pass a message to BFF but the crowd was so loud I could barely hear her sey! Goodness, sooo many Mats were at LJS... And lots of ESSS-ians too. BFF forced me to eat up all my food, esp the Pineapple Cheese Pie. -_- TYs laa for making me stuffed darling!
Soon we took NEOPs.! There was one certain pic that was LAWA-to-the-max tau! But it came out as one of THEE smallest pic! Luckly we had already snapped the pic with our phones! Then we window-shopped for accessories & make-up. And finally, Starbucks! Bought our Frapps and began to biiitch! Haiyo, there's nothing stopping us loh! We talk about everything under the sun otey! Yes, yes, we wasted about 1.5 hours of our lives with each other! HAH!
I LOVE AMIRA!
...and i miss my baby. ):
--- *Reiha@9:19 PM ---
Thursday, December 28, 2006
Why, HELLU all! Been waiting for an update haven't you? Sorry aites? I'm getting pretty busy since school's re-opening soon and all...Well, here are some info for all to read;
a. Sec 1 Orientation Dance, COMPLETED! Allhamdulillah!
b. I learnt to gelek like the Arabs! (:
c. Fatin isn't as 'quiet' as she seems hor!
d. SOMEBODY put me in charge of stock-taking. (fuck you bitch)
*c. Mdm Noraidah is my new form teacher!! Alhamdulliah x10000!
e. Gained 2 kg and lost it again! x)
f. Boys are shameless, and perhaps desperate. Put your email on your Friendster profile and they'll frantically add you on MSN. 7 guys add me today... -_-''''''''
*g. Cikgu Noreen is teaching me Malay Lang. again next year!!
*h. 3E1 AND 3E2 CONFIRM MALAY CLASS TOGETHER!!!! (YAY! Together with Fara & Abg Rhel!)
i. All ESSS-ians had better be nice to my buddy, new-comer, Khairul, next years ahs! (kalau tak gue tamplak lu!)
j. Turns out my outbreaks are only caused by my hormones, not what I eat! BLARGH!
k. A certain ex-boyfriend of mine shall pay for what he did to me.
***i. ABANG E ROCKS MY WORLD! (hah. see? told you i add you in!)
Oteys laa...That's all, tomorow I'm having a girls-day-out with darlings Amy & Faddy!
Manis Mimpi!
LOVE.
--- *Reiha@9:08 PM ---
Monday, December 25, 2006
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR, SWEET KAK FARAHAIN! May Allah always bless you, love! And to all my christian friends:MERRY CHRISTMAS! LOVE, FARIE(:
--- *Reiha@9:19 AM ---
Saturday, December 23, 2006
Whoo. After last night, confirm me(ESPECIALLY mine), the girls, Dhabitah & Afiq's bill melambung. Shall not elaborate. I hope you-know-who-you-are is okay. Sisqa Farie always here kaes? Anyways, I'm gonna kill Fatin ahs! She got lots & lots of reggaeton songs in her iPod mini yesterday, that now I'm hooked to reggae again! WAUDH! Lama tau saya udah tinggalkan itu punya reggae loh! Takpe ahs, fun per reggae! (:
So I relaxed my hair, I'm in tarian & I like reggae, DOES THAT MAKE ME A MINAH?! Minahs, smoke, don't get good grades, love to lepak unnecessarily, go clubbing(thus they most probably started drinking, shame on you!). I DON'T DO ANY OF THOSE! I do dance but it's purely for the fitness & CCA points. I'll never-ever step into a club/disco for as long as live. Heh! That was just something random that came to mind ahs.
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you, it's me
I kinda gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye
Say Goodbye - Chris Brown
(this chorus speaks how a GENTLEMAN would treat his ex-girlfriend-to-be. wouldn't it be nice if boys were more mature nowadays?)
--- *Reiha@7:53 AM ---
Friday, December 22, 2006
So. Well, hmm..today right, there was supposed to be tarian tau. So me, adeq, FARAs, Sheila & Fatin adalah tunggu depan the studio from 8am-9.15am, thinking that maybe cikgu datang lambat ahs. I finally called Cikgu Noreen up. RUPA-RUPANYA tak ada tarian. NO ONE informed us six girls. WTH xial. Tapi semasa kami tunggu macam minah-minah bodoh, we tenggok-tenggok the new sec 1s! We make fun of the mats and minahs! I said out loud, "Budak-budak sec 1s jangan buat perangai eh next year!". (x
Then lepak'd at Fatin's place! Fun ahs her room! I looved her perfumes, PLUS there's a swing in her room ahs! Then went to the FARA's place! Lunch'd there! I love their brother, Ilham! Soo cute! Very friendly! Soo sweet looking just like his sisters lor! Then jalan pat TM & Century. Soon met up with Bestfriend! We watched 'Night At The Museum'! 4.5 stars! My fave phrase, "QUIET! My DUM-DUM wants to talk!". Once over, me and her walk-walk and ended up at Eastpoint's Popular to buy her a the 'planner' book. Then we chao!
I'm effing disgusted by the NCD guy who mengatal xial! Kimak, kau tu dah tua, dah dewasa! Belajar segan sikit lah xial! Tua-tua masih perangai macam remaja, mepek bodoh! Pi angkat kau peh kaki sua! Jantan xak. I'm so irratated by guys who are shameless. Buat malu ahs! Lelaki melayu tak gatal eh! Lelaki melayu tahu malu & segan terhadap wanita ah! Pi ahs!
--- *Reiha@7:59 PM ---
Thursday, December 21, 2006
10 DAYS TO THE NEW YEAR. Shit ahs. That means more practice for the orientation dance. Blargh! Anyways.
MY BUTT IS ALL CRAMP-ED UP!
Got such thing as bum-massage not ar? Pain ahs! Bye laa.
--- *Reiha@8:33 AM ---
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
WAAA-DUUH! Today's dance session was all out I tell ya! FOUR LONG HOURS! We did the SYF first, SOMEBODY complains that we don't have the attitude for the dance. Of course LAH! The dance sooo-not-girlish mah! Then did the CNY one. Kekek ahs! I can't hold my laughter each time the boys did their, "BAAAH!" nye muke! KHAIRUL KURANG AJAR AHS! Sampai hati kau ejek-ejek aku ehs! *humph!* Lastly, the Sec 1 Orientation dance. Nop, it ain't zapin. Or inang. IT'S COMTEMPORARY AH XIAL! I was like, "Mampooos!". Allah, please help me thru this extremely this unbelievably difficult dance! With all that turning, jumping & falling, will I even make it into 2007? *sigh...* Takpe ahs, YAKIN MESTI BOLEH! (pssst, dancers! "we can! we can! we can!")
LOTSA LOVE.
TAG REPLIES.
Amira: Nanak! I nak bilang kamu face-to-face juga! (=
Liin: Hello fellow KJH fan! TY soo much for the info!
Abdillah: Linked liao.
IzaKechik: Maceh beb! You TC too!
Balqis: I MISS YOU TO BABY! Awww...you gave him up for me? Maceh bnyk2! (: Ya the rain was on for like 24/7 xia! OF COURSE you can take piccy with me! I never say no to a camera! (: LOVE & MISS YOU!!
--- *Reiha@8:30 PM ---
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
Fighting crime, trying to save the world...The Powerpuff Girls! (x
PICTURES! (:
Cik-cik molek! (=
What good are dancers if they can't pose?
Monkey see, monkey do!
Sorry not all single but 3 of them are!
100% US.
FARIE love ADEQ IRA!
Believe me, they were scared to pose up there! (=
Ain't no rain gonna stop these chicks!
Mintues before we went wild...
--- *Reiha@9:05 PM ---
WAAAAAAAAAH! Today soo rocked! OH I LOVE THEM GIRLS! So I'll shall share to ya'll! Met up with Adeq in the bus first, when we reached Tamp InterC, the others haven't arrived yet. Ouh ya! Tiara was there! Said 'hi' to her then me and Adeq went into TM, since it isn't wet in there! Finally we all met at the platform. Aini and Fatin were late! So they literally had to chase the train! (=
1st stop, R.C.S.P! Only people with 'fulus' go there ahs! So we girls we fishes out of water! Heh! They even got to see my Abah's shop! Come and buy from there ahs! 50% off STOREWIDE ahs! (: Then satu-satu mengomel sebab lapar! We mamam at LJS at Marina Square! Once done we headed for The Esplande! BARU GEREK! Everyone had different coloured umbrellas! Aini's BLUE, mine's PINK & Adeq's GREEN, thus we become the POWERPUFF GIRLS! (((: Fun ahs dancing in the rain!
We then had a leeway under the bridge! Climb here, climb there! Jump here, jump there! Me and Adeq looked like we were "pakour-ing"! HAH! Overjoyed lil' cuties ahs! (; Soon, MAK DAH MEMANGGIL! (x Halfway through CityLink Mall, for God-knows-what reason, I shouted, "IRA! AINI! CEPAT LARI! TINGGALKAN DORAAANG!". AHAHA! Apalagi? The 3 of us literally ran all the way to the MRT station! Confirm semua orang hairan kenapa minah-minah ni berpeluh-peluh padahal hujan lebat!
AND we camwhore like no one ever did! AND we wrote down our wishes on these huge white balls that were then placed to float on the Kallang River! SEH-tyle kans?! Pictures will come later! GTG!
Paipai!
LOVE.
--- *Reiha@7:27 PM ---
It’s not so easy
Lovin’ me
It gets so complicated
All the things you gotta be
Everything’s changin’
But you’re the truth
I’m amazed by all your patience
Everything I put you through
And when I’m about to fall
Somehow you’re always waiting with
Your open arms to catch me
You’re gonna save me from myself
My love is tainted
By your touch
Well some guys have shown me aces
But you’ve got that royal flush
I know its crazy everyday
Well tomorrow may be shaky
But you never turn away
And don’t ask me why I’m cryin’
Cause when I start to crumble
You know how to keep me smilin’
You always save me from myself
I know it’s hard, it’s hard
But you’ve broken all my walls
You’ve been my strength
So strong
And don’t ask me why I love you
It’s obvious your tenderness is what I need to make me
A better woman to myself
You’re gonna save me from my
Save Me From Myself - Christina Aguilera
(i'm pretty sure that this song explains what a girl wants her guy to know.)
Good morning! I'm just gonna put my happy face on today. You guys can ignore the previous post. It's just full of shit. Anyways, I'm officially in love! With? Kim Jeong Hoon ahs! (: What on earth were you thinking? Hehe! I would give anything for his latest CD! C'mon, you can't deny that Korean guys are the CUTEST things on this planet! Gosh, with his good looks and powerful voice, KJH's gonna melt the heart of girls all around the world! He melted mine liao! So anyway, today's the Girls-Day-Out! BUT the rain has been pouring for like, FOREVER! How to walk-walk outside the Esplanade? Aduhaai. Plus, I'm fat ahs! I don't care I'm skipping dinner from now on! And I'll only drink mineral water. It's time to fight that calories! Fight fight fight! Otey, typing has made me sleepy. Paipai! LOVE.ps. i love my new blog skin. i don't give a damn if you don't. HAHS.
--- *Reiha@8:11 AM ---
Monday, December 18, 2006
Oh darn. Emotions are back to get me again. LONELINESS, LONGING & POIGNANT just to name a few. I hate the voice that tells me, "You have to accept *so-and-so*'s request to be with you. If you don't you'll regret it and that another one might never come by ever again,". Yes I hate it. I mean do I really need him? Do I really need any other man for that matter? Do I really need a man to bring me happiness? You have no idea how hard it is for me to reject this guy. He's my long time buddy and hurting him isn't an exception. But I'm not ready to commit myself to anyone. (my bro says I'm to cute for a commitment. heee!) I don't want to face the pressure of being in a r/s. I don't need it. I don't want to be hurt in the end. More importantly, if it ain't gonna last, then don't waste my time. I DO want to remain unattached, but it's my alter-ego that creates set backs. I hate that. I feel like there's completely two different people living within me. One wants me to be wary of my decisions and the other says, "What the hell. Let the wind take your wherever it want. No harm right?". YES there is harm. Having you heart shattered into pieces, is that not hurt? God, I'm in a insane asylum. I need a break. I need a "runaway".
One more thing. My family is considering having an arranged marriage for me. I somehow think I would agree with them. Call me crazy but yes I think I'd pretty much agree. Why? Cuz at least my family would pick a good man that comes from a good background. Simply said, they won't pick just any Tom, Dick or Harry, like I would. OMG. What on earth and I saying? Why the heck am I thinking about such things now? Goodness, I think I'm deranged. Maybe I'm delirious? Someone help please?
--- *Reiha@11:15 AM ---
Sunday, December 17, 2006
HELLOOOO! Yessa! I'm in a goood mood today! Went swimming in the morning! Swam 10 laps in the olympic pool. Yes, I know it isn't much but that pool is bloody big, and I'm bloody kontot oteys. Not to mention the number of kiddys I kicked while I swam. (x Sorry ahs but you kids have your swimming boards and I only have my hands and feet ar! I have a higher chance of drowning kans?
Once done, ate breakfast with parents at Afgan. By 10.30am I was home. I was like, "Ceeepatnya kita balik. Laaambatnya masa ni!". There's a wedding downstairs, and WE neighbours weren't invited. But Mama & Ayah, who lives in Bedok, got invited! The bride's room and mine are separated by a WALL okay! JUST A WALL! And my family wasn't invited!! Then sekali got THUNDERSTORM! HAHA! Padan muka! xd
Effects of not inviting your neighbours: A RAINY WEDDING.
Speaking of weddings, Amy and I had a hell of a good time talking about my future wedding! I'm gonna have my wedding reception at the BIGGEST MacDonald outlet in Singapore. (anyone with information of where the bloody hell is that paticular outlet, please, do not hesitate to contact me!) We plan to dress us pengantins in Ronald MacDonald costumes PLUS, free food, happy meal toy and balloons for all! And how me and my hubby would ride of in a MacDelivery motor which has a sign at the back saying, "NOT FOR DELIVERY, JUST MARRIED, " or, "COME MY WEDDING, AKU BELAJER!, ".(with that being known, i'm pretty sure no guy wanna chase after me now, i mean which guys want's to get married at mac? YESSA!) KEKEK AHS MY BESTFRiEND! LOVE YOU LOTS MARCELA! Hehe(: Kau confirm jadi aku peh wedding planner ahs!
OH I'm SUCH a lazy bum. I so malas to go to Wan's place later ahs. If my cuzzy-wuzzy(s) are there nehmind ahs. Yesterday, pi rumah Abg Hakim, abey kan, si mat tu gi chalet plak! Lain kali aku tamplak kau ahs! Ada tetamu tapi pi jalan-jalan plak ehs! Notty-notty!
Oteylah, dah lazy nak type ahs.
3E2 '07 STUDENTS! Did you manage to get the Lit book already? If you do please tell me kaes?
TC! See yooous!
Paipai!
LOVE.
--- *Reiha@4:47 PM ---
Saturday, December 16, 2006
Hell-oh again. There's a wedding at my void deck today. And my family isn't invited?! Gosh, people these days are so bad. According to my custom, you MUST invite your neighbours BEFORE anyone else. Psheesh! I so badly wanna watch a movie! Is The Holiday out yet? Problem is, who's gonna watch with me? I can't kacau Bestfriend anymore cuz now she's someone Girlfriend!
SUPER-DUPER CONGRATULATIONS TO AMY & HADI! (:
May you guys last FOREVER! If he hurts you, tell me aites beb! Cuz Imma kick his ass bad!
But how dare she not tell me? x) I had to read from her blog some more! Baaack to my topic...who am I gonna go jalan-jalan with now? I need a 'scandal' ahs! My girls would know WHAT I mean! HAHA! Ouh yes, I looove the Victoria Secrets products! 'SO SEXY'! Those who have the items would know what I mean! (; I swear I'll buy it when I visit the States! The Singapore outlet sucks. So anyways, yesterday's outing to town was cancelled and maybe it'll be today instead. Was in Kakak's place, again. With Abg E, again. I dragged along my lappy! Thus, someone bothered me lots & lots cuz he 'needed to do SOME work'! LIAR! (x Btw, anyone is kind enough to lend me $39? (= I saw one dress at Metro that was super-me & super-cute! I waaant! I should start writing a wish-list again!
Oookay Farie shall leave cuz she's starting to babble! (dah banyak songgeh!)
See yooou!
LOVE.
--- *Reiha@1:37 PM ---
Friday, December 15, 2006
Hell-oh! I miss home so much! I want to sleep on my beloved bed laa! But I can't, I have to go shopping at town later. I don't know whether I should call it 'shopping' lah eh. Anyways, 5 more days! Yes, 5 more days to tarian. I'm kinda half-hearted about it. Oh well, at least I'll have the girls hor? Honestly I don't feel like I want to do anything but read & sleep. I don't feel like going out. I really don't favour eating. Am I turning anorexic? Oh well. I want a life that's hectic yet fun yet happy yet simple can? Haish. Seriously, I need colour in my life ahs! Guess I will next year. With people like Kok Hao & Jairus in 3e2 and all. WHY? WHY? WHY the bloody hell is KOK HAO in 3E2?! Psheesh. Yeah, so anyone wants to add colour to my life, you have my green light.
LOVE.
--- *Reiha@1:39 PM ---
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
I'll be nice and write a post.
(a)I'm now the official-christmas-gift-wrapper for the Rodriguez family!
(b)I'm don't like people who that aren't close to me calling me "Farie".
*(c)I miss my girlfriends.
*(d)I want another outing with my GiLAS.
(e)I'm a new Star World addict?
(f)I'm pretty sure I'm running low on them fulus.
(g)I effing tired about something.
*****(h)I truly miss you, my dear, darling, beloved Abang Eddil! )':
Is your hunger for updates-of-my-life fulfiled?
See ya!
--- *Reiha@5:32 PM ---
Sunday, December 10, 2006
Hello. Had a long day, today. Was extremely busy, now I'm utterly tired. But I'm going to post anyway. So be thankful! x) I'm bloody lazy to tell what's been happening today so I'll just say this...
I EFFING HATE IN WHEN MEN/GUYS/BOYS KNOW THAT I'M VULNERABLE, AND THEY MAKE USE OF IT TO GET ME. I JUST REALISED TODAY THAT, 2 OF MY EX-BFs WERE ABLE TO "COURT" ME BECAUSE OF MY VULNERABILTY. I HATE IT. I SWEAR I'LL NEVER LET IT HAPPEN TO ME EVER AGAIN. AND TO THE GIRLS READING THIS, DO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVES OTEY? AND PLEASEEEE NOT LET EFFING, ARROGRANT, EGOISTIC, SELFISH MEN USE YOU! LET THEM SWEET-TALK TO YOU ALL THEY WANT BUT PLEEEASE DON'T FALL FOR THEM! YOU'LL FIND YOUR MAN, BUT I SWEAR THAT NOW ISN'T THE TIME. I CAN BET YOU THAT YOU WON'T MARRY THE PERSON WHOM YOU NOW THINK THAT IS "THE RIGHT GUY"!
Sorry, but did I sound rather 'over'? xP Hey, I love my girls. If they're hurt, I hurt with them. But if they hate a man, I'll punch him for them. I fucking sick of being 'played' by men. I'm stepping up my game. No man can ever win my heart again just by saying, "I really care for you dear. Unlike *so-and-so*. I really love you, ". To boys who think that they are all that, may you burn in hell.
THIS POST IS SPECIALLY FOR MY GIRL, AMY!
May all the men who've hurt you/us burn in hell.(well, maybe not all. but most yeah?)
G.W.S BESTFRIEND!!
Manis Mimpi!
--- *Reiha@11:13 PM ---
Friday, December 08, 2006
Good evening all. Spent my day at home today. Did a whole lotta admin things. Ironed all my school uniforms, ironed Abah's shirts & pants (50cents/clothing!), cleaned the dust off my CD collection & arranged them in alphabetical order and cleaned closet & bookcase (again).
Boy, being a homemaker ain't easy. Can you imagine me cooking, washing dishes and feeding the kids all at the same time? (: Oh please excuse my wild imagination! It'll probably be 12 more years before I have my firstborn! HAH. I absolutely adooore children! But to have a child of my own? I'm not quite sure about that! Career comes first ahs. So marriage will have to wait! (: Did I mention my ambition is to be a kindergarten teacher? Hehe! Almost got the job at the childcare at my void deck but I had to be 16 & above. Oh come on! I learnt to change a diaper when I was Primary 3 okay!
I want to go out! But there's 2 problems. (a) My ass is getting heavier! (b) Time constrain! I despratly need to start my studying engine! OH! OH! OH! Did I mention I've dropped 5kg?! OH YES I DID! I'm now 43kg! (((= Swimming does wonders to your body! Going to the gym is wasting you time! x)
Okay. That is all I can think of to blabber about for today!
Se-ma-mat Malams! & Manis Mimpi! (:
PAIPAI!
--- *Reiha@8:33 PM ---
Thursday, December 07, 2006
I can say that my moodiness has rather fade away. Why? Cuz thanks to Amy, Abg R & Danny(well a bit lor!). As you may know now, the initial plan was to go cycling. Due to the rain, me, Abg & Danny 'chaotically' planned to watch 'Open Season' together. But in the end, Danny & Nikita sat a row infront of us. And we(me, abg & amy) sat at one cozy corner!
Oh, I forgot to mention. Abg, Amy & I lunch'd at LJS first. Anyways, the movie was AWESOME! LOVED IT! 5 stars! I can understand why it was a Box Office Hit. My favourite line was, "Buddy!!!". And for once, THE POPCORN WAS FI-NI-TO! (: So yeah, those who haven't caught the movie yet, I'd say you'd better! After the show, we went looking for the bloody make-up kit, that I desprately need! Minus Danny and Nikita lah. We nanak spoil you guys-nya mood ahs! (: So yeah, we walked so much that we ended up in Starbucks!
Starbucks ROCK! We were cam-whoring like hell! I love Abgs' camera lahs! Remember guys, next year kita orang kerja eh! (: And out of the blue I looked up and guess who I saw looking my way? MR. AZUAN TAN! Abg didn't recognize him, BUT I SURE BLOODY HELL DID! But I daren't approach him ahs! Suddenly LOTS & LOTS of people were queing up for a drink. Turns out Starbucks was givIng away free drinks xia! Wasted sey we tak amek the coupon tadi! But guess who else showed up? LUQMAN & AZIE! LOLS! (macam style gitu eh? hari itu jumpa Ikah, hari ini jumpa abang & adiknya pula!)
Luqman didn't recognize me at first lahs, tudung tak pakai per. But when he came over, mampus aku. He messed my hair! Messed it up bad! Why? Cuz he jealous I had long hair! Psheesh! Ass! (: Dulu, masa kecil, tarik tudung aku sekarang rambut pulak? Haish...anak Joha, anak Joha! x)
Not long after we made our way home. Took 38 with Abg. Haish, budak-budak sekarang suke nah berbual eh? Hehe! So yeap. That's all! It'll be quite a while before I get to go out again. Family issues ahs. But today really ROCKED!
LOVE; Amy! Abang R! Luqman(for spicing up the day a wee bit)!
ps. OMG! ONE OF MY OLD BUDDY IS POSSIBLY TRANSFERRING TO ESSS NEXT YEAR! WHO? NEXT YEAR YOU'LL KNOW. WOOOOHOOOO! GEREK AHS!
--- *Reiha@7:06 PM ---
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
Today, there's so many emotions running through me that I just feel like I should write them out here. Okay. Well firstly, I somehow feel alone. All alone. Yes, I have friends. Yes, I go out with my buddies. But I do not have anyone who knows me deeply. Who knows me as me. I do not have anyone where I can run too and I'm sure that person will make me feel better. No, don't think that I'm in need for a guy. I just need a p-e-r-s-o-n who knows, understands me. Someone who'll hear me out and actually listens. I'm so sick of people looking down on me, not taking me seriously and making use of me. You have no idea how fucking mad or sad it makes me. I just need someone to comfort me. Someone to show me the light and take me out of this darkness which I was thrown into yet again. So yes, I'm lonely. Very lonely.
I also, somehow, feel kinda heartsick (check to meaning out before you come to any conclusions.). Why? I guess things that have happened/are happening makes me feel this way. I know for a fact that the human heart can heal, but it'll never fully heal, leaving a hole. Until that hole is filled, maybe with a new affection or addiction, the human will forever feel it's emptiness. Maybe I'm still finding that addiction/affection. Oh, I don't know. I learn from my past. But somehow, I think, if my past repeats itself, I'll be much happier. There is still a part of me that screms to me saying," Don't cling on. Just go on. Just live life as it is. Make today better than yesterday. And make tomorrow better then today," . Of course that part of me is absolutely right. But things are easier said then done.
I guess all I'll do now is wait and see where life brings me. Wait and see what life wants from me. I'll just go on with what I have and need to do. Because at the end of it all, this light of happiness will still come to her end.
--- *Reiha@2:36 PM ---
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
Semalam ada family issues to settle. So most of my aunts, uncles, grandaunts & granduncles came down to my place. Things settled down by 3am the next morning, but I was asleep by 1am. Damn, things are hectic.
Today was supposed to go cycling. But postponed it because I thought this family thing was going to happen today. Since it ended yesterday, I so called have free time today. I was actually also invited to go to ETP with the girls. So since, cycling was postponed, family problem 'settled', Abah let me out to ETP.
So yeah. Me & the FARA sisters met up at Aini's place before proceeding to ETP. Yes I had a blast at ETP! $6 entry fee! Dhabitah & Adik Ira arrived a wee bit later. When they did, I was forced into the haunted house. Damn damn damn. You should ask Fara how scared I was. Adik and I were just keeping out heads down. NEVER looking up. Even when we were through the exit my heartbeat was still superfast!
Not to mention mats asking for my number. Bloody hell. Of all the girls why me? Aini & Adik Ira kan lagi jambu! Psheesh! TY Kak Farahain for making them buzz off! Oooouh yes! I even met Ikah! Cheywaah! Sorang pompan nampak! x) Can you imagine, me and the girls aren't on the rides but we are screaming like hell! Why? Cuz the peeps on the ride are SILENT! Silent I tell ya!
So now, Me, Fara, Kak Farahain, Adik Ira, Nurul Aini(x & Dhabitah are now the self-proclaimed, KECOH-KERS!!
Damn, I love my girls soo much. Who needs guys when you have them! (: Don't get me wrong hor! I do want a guy but NOT now! I have like 7 boyfriends already. Each need lots of T.L.C, attention & affection! Who are they? English, Math, Phy/Chem, SS/Lit, Malay, Pure Geog & P.O.A! (: Paham-paham jer lah!
Aiyoh! Banyak songgeh lah Farie ni!
Se-ma-mat Malams!
PAIPAI!
--- *Reiha@7:36 PM ---
Day 1.
First to arrive were me, Ayah & Mama. Set everything up when the 5 other familes arrived. We had 2 connected-rooms which was shared by, I can safely say, about 20 of us! (: After Maghrib we started the games! Treasure Hunt, which I won, Ratu-Tak-Menjadi, Pin-Pluto's-Head & Lucky Draw! The BBQ was awesome! The company rocked! I looove the kiddies! *Qaisy was such a darling. Fiqah is a handful of misfit. And Elly? ATTENTION SEEKER! (: That night I torn with the girls!
Day 2.
Kecoh-kecoh-KAYCOH! I'm turning into one of them makciks xia! At breakfast we talk like there'll be no tommorow! Afternoon, cycled with Abg DD, Syafiq & Hakim(asshole). An hour later the sister and Shamie joined. Haish...orang Johor, orang Johor. x) At night we played Twisters for hours! Champion, Along Pah. Silver, Kakak. Third, ME(: ! Sadly 3 families left that night....But Norfaridah arrived! YAY!
Day 3.
I woke up, terus me and Faridah tukar baju swimming. I swam 30 laps! Whoo! Semangat ah xia! Checked out at 10.30am. Went back to bedok. Sleeeeeeep. Dinner'd at Simpang Bedok. THEN, went home! (:
That was juat some BITS of what happened. If I were to write down EVERYTHING, this comp will explode! (:
--- *Reiha@6:20 PM ---
Friday, December 01, 2006
fariha's emo mode: ON. (again)
Maybe it's the PMS. It's already 1 Dec anyways.
Went to JY today. Yuki treated me. I must say she's way friendlier.
Still my mood's the same.
Tried dancing but didn't work.
Watching Pesta Ray @ Esplanade videos now.
Saw Cikgu Osman dancing, but still can't find Kak Tini.
Haish...PA dancers(the guys) are goooood.
I'm pretty sure Kak Tini must be in the 1st or 3rd video, or both lor!
I wanna go out. At night, I mean.
But noooo cuz Mama & Abah says I'm only 14. -_-
Just wait till I get married! x]
At least knowing that tommorow is when the party'll begin can make my emo go away.
Blargh. I alone at home. So yes is bloody boring and lonely.
Eff it.
Bye ah.
--- *Reiha@7:52 PM ---
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