Thursday, June 28, 2007
Oh my, 3 days to my 5th month-iversary! Each time I think of it, I feel this warm feeling rise up within me. Why? Because, it has been 3 years since one of my relationships has reached this stage. Honestly, back in Sec 1, when I saw my Rurul, it never crossed my mind that that was and will be the man that will love, care and protect me through all the bullets people have tried shooting me down with. Never did I thought that someone, that was once a rascal in my eyes, would go deep in my heart and well up all these new emotions I never new I had. I could tell that people thought, "She's just gonna get herself hurt again," when they first heard of me & him. All the more I'll prove them wrong. All the more I have proved them wrong. My toughtest obstacle with him so far was to let him know the truth of my past, a risk I was willing to take. I didn't know why. I just believed in him so much. And I wasn't about to love in lies. And with God's will, even though he knows my every single fault, he still loves me wholeheartedly. He even loves me more than he did before. None of my previous lovers could have accepted what I told him, but he did. That's what makes him so special. In Physics, "The volume may be small, but the mass may not be,". In love, the face never shows the nature within. As for my Baby, he's the trouble-maker who simply has the most loving & sweet nature I can ever ask form a guy.
You're my special person, and I love you so very much, Khairul Ridzwan! *hugs&kisses!*
--- *Reiha@11:20 PM ---
Monday, June 25, 2007
Labels: Girl aren't the nicest creatures on Earth. Never were.
First day of school was almost perfect until I found out that I my money has been cheated with. Let me give some background information.
"I'm going to through a crisis which requires me to pay $300. Let's jut say it's some kind of 'fine' given to me by the GOVERNMENT OF SINGAPORE. No, it's not a real FINE. No, it's got nothing to do with underage sex/smoking/drinking. But yes, I need & need- to-save money."
Continuation...
Well, I'm not going to point fingers just yet. But I would like to mention to the guilty hunneys. "Heard you had a great time! Well, good for you! Wish I could have had a chance! It was suppose to be me there anyways. Well hey, I'm not going to get enranged any further if you pay me back. (: Thanks!"
And thank you to My Boyfriend, Bestfriend & Tiara for hearing me out. Cuz I could have just lost my temper. LOVE ALL YOU PEOPLE OKAY! (:
PS. Can you imagine if Mama & Baba finds out? There's gonna be a hell-hole, I'd say!
Good luck!
--- *Reiha@5:01 PM ---
Sunday, June 24, 2007
Today, I finally got a chance to hang with my hunn, Amira! We did the last of our homejoys. I'm slowing trying to make myself to fall in love with calculus. (: Actually Luqman was suppose to help us with our queries in some of our work but he was stuck at work, even though it was already pass 4pm, so he ended up not being able to come. Maybe next time!
Can you believe we were told to leave Starbucks? All those that were studying were. Stupid complainers, you think we are selfish? You are nooo better. And to Starbucks, your study hours are 8am-11am, 'cuse me, but everyone is in school from 8am-11am. Ass. I told Amy, "This is another way that they use to tell us to not study,". So me and her escaped to the library. Luckly we weren't thrown out from there again. To NLB, your libraries should have more study areas that books. (:
Ouh and I realised that Avril Lavigne's 'Complicated Boy' & 'Girlfriend' actually have a similar story behind the song! Rather similar. I still wished she didn't do such a dumb song. I bet it wasn't her who wrote 'Girlfriend' and it wasn't her who wanted to make it a single. Must have been her agency. The songs she writes & performs herself are much more filled with meanings, lessons & emotions. 'Girlfriend' is just pure shit. (x Wow, super random.
Tomorrow school'll be in full swing again. Good luck to everyone! We'll need loads of those. Probably I'll be on haitus again. Sorry readers!
Best Wishes,
Farie Rose
(it's a shorter version of 'nur FARIha binte mohamed ROSElan')
--- *Reiha@6:44 PM ---
Saturday, June 23, 2007
12 Ramadhan 1412
Welcome one, welcome all! I'm Nur Fariha but for my honeybunch, Farie is all! I can't say I'm a 'thrillseeker' but 'thrill' seeks me, usually in the utmost inappropriate of times. And in such times I have my family, boyfriend dearest, Khairul Ridzwan, & my beloved GiLAS, Amy & Rhel, to lend a helping hand or listening ear. Mama worries because I have a deadly craving for The Arts and a strong loathe for calculus. Reckless money-spending is my ultimate enemy. And those who do are ungrateful beings in my eyes. I would love to extol all but not all deserve to be extolled. There's no kid in me, but there sure is a bitch. She's just waiting for some fool to hit her red button which says, "GIVE PIECE OF MIND,". Not only that, I also suffer from a dieseas called 'mulut celepah' and to bad the scientist don't bother to find the cure. I'm not your girl next door. Being nice sometimes bores me. Thus, my unique persona. Oh, but do try to be my friend cuz you'd love my other side. Just ask the people that I highlighted above. They'll tell you what's what. Do be daring enough and enquire with me via nurfariha@hotmail.com. And if you want more insights of me visit my blog.
"Make today better than yesterday & tomorrow better than today,".
That was my new Friendster profile, don't kown why but I'm so pround of it. (=
--- *Reiha@10:58 PM ---
Kesian punya pasal?
Tidak apalah, saya tahu saya telah hingga batasannya.
Tetapi 'kasihan' kerana ada 'kelompok' udang disebalik batu, bukan hanya se-orang.
Super love the Malay Language cuz like my beloved Mdm Noreen said,"It's never straight forward,".
Wait, tonight I've made a decision.
To those who aren't "under my wing".
Do what you wanna do.
Say what you wanna say.
Be what you wanna be.
Be WITH whoever you wanna be WITH.
Bother me and my loves, into the notty list thye shall throw thou. -_-'
Damn, even the English Language rocks!
But the down part, Languages make people sound nice. I, on the other hand, am going to TRY and make life a living hell for others by being straight forward. YAY! They'll die of criticism. Wanna bet? (: Others did it and it worked!
Fariha, the bug definitly bit you this time.
If you understood this post, damn you should not be in East Spring(or whichever school you are from)! MOE should have thrown you into Oxford.
Still understand? Hahahaha!
--- *Reiha@9:34 PM ---
Friday, June 15, 2007
Here's the link to my album of pictures taken during my Sarawak Trip!
CLICK HERE
Best Wishes,
FARIE!
--- *Reiha@11:17 AM ---
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
Weee! Baby is home already! The boncit boy shocked me when he smsed saying that he had reached Singapore(at noon)! Cuz usually I expect people to land at night laa...oh whatever! RURUL'S HOME! EEE YAAAY!!
Seems I'll have busy busy busy week, this week. Wednesday, project. Thursday, dance. Friday, project. Saturday, dance. Daaarn. I hate June holidays when it comes to the working part. It just makes me miss Sarawak even much much more!!
And with all this, it'll be harder to see my Baby! Uweeeek! Let me make this loud and clear, SINGAPORE'S EDUCATION SYSTEM IS B-U-L-L! If foreingers think S'pore is so great, well sure, great for putting the kids into a early grave. o.O Okay, I feel a headache coming. Seems my drive to blog really is fading. YAY!
I WANT MY HONEYBUN, RURUL!
I WANT TO GO TO JURONG EAST SWIMMING COMPLEX!
I WANT TO GO TO ESCAPE!
I WANT TO WATCH A MOVIE(or two)!
I WANT THAT NASI LEMAK FROM CHANGKAT BUKIT BINTANG, KL!
THUS I WANT TO LOSE WEIGHT!
GOD, IM LAME.
Best Wishes,
Farie-HA!
--- *Reiha@2:57 PM ---
Sunday, June 10, 2007
At last, I'm back from my extensive holiday. The five days spent in Sarawak were the 5 days I'll never forget, ever! The times spent with close buddies, making new ties with people I thought I'll hate for life, learning new skills, overall having a hell-of-a-good-time! Let me list some events that were the highlights;
a) Having Abang Rhel to entertain me in the bus rides!
b) Going bonkers and being a nuisance with darling Addey(Adilah) in our room, which was a suite!
c) Taking the mattresses from all the rooms, throwing them in the living room, and all of us 8 girls sleeping together for 4 nights! (of course I snored! [=)
d) Climbing up & down the hill with the geng(to many to name in the 'geng').
e) Visit to the Sarawak Cultural Village. (where everyone danced 'dayak' style!)
f) Brushing teeth & doing facial with darling Joanna(Jannah)!
g) The 'serious' conversation about Dance with Shadiq in the 1 hour bus ride!
h) 'Crabbing' in the Malay Village.
i) Getting scared at night with the girls!
j) Running around the village with Addey!
**k) Talking, pouring out our feelings, late into the night with roomies during the last night!
l) Climbing the Fairy Cave (it should've been called 'Farie Cave')!
m) Khariul Ashraf's(my temporary brother [=) constant crack ups!
n) Getting to know Umirah, Nadzirah, Dian & Izzah!
o) Kecoh-kecoh 'kejar-ing' solat at the Kuching International Airport's surau!
q) And who can forget our beloved tour guide, STANLEY! He will be missed!
Okay now I'm to tired to talk about my Kuala Lumpur trip...
Pictures from the Sarawak trip will be posted either here or elswhere, Insya-ALLAH.
Best Wishes,
Nak-mampus-Farie!
PS. Seems some things have happened & moved on ever since I went off. They left me bummed. They left me with a sadden heart. But time heals and so it shall. It still hurts to see things change but I don't control other peoples choice in life. And thus I shall keep it to myself. Hope for the 'things' to be happy. Maybe Farie is meant to live a life of a loner. So those who say they are loners, shut up. Until you live like me, you don't know what the fuck 'lonely' means.
--- *Reiha@12:36 PM ---
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