Tuesday, October 31, 2006

Of all the things I've believed in,
I just want to get it over with,
Tears form behind my eyes,
But I do not cry,
Counting the days that pass me by.

I've been searching deep down in my soul,
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old,
It feels like I'm starting all over again,
The last three years were just pretend,
and I said...

Goodbye to you,
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew,
You were the one I loved,
The one thing that I tried to hold onto.

I still get lost in your eyes,
And it seems that I can't live a day without you,
closing my eyes,
And you chase my thoughts away,
To a place where I am blinded by the light,
But it's not right.

And it hurts to want everything..
and nothing at the same time,
I want what's yours and I want what's mine,
I want you..
but I'm not giving in this time.

One thing that i tried to hold onto,
And when the stars fall I will lie awake,
You're my shooting star.

Goodbye To You - Michelle Branch

No one will ever replace you. Cuz no one will be you. Anyway you were the one who decided to leave my life. It's stupid that I still think you are the one. Just thinking of you shows my stupidity. It's not that I don't want to forget you. I'd do anything to forget you. But every turn I make, something is there to remind me of you. I don't love you anymore. Neither do I hate you. So why are you always in my head? It's painful when I'm reminded of you. When you wanted me gone, I dreaded. Now when I want to disappear, you're everywhere. Really, I don't hate you. But this heart of mine has had enough. She's faced enough pain from you. I just wish you'd leave. I just wish you knew it was you.

--- *Reiha@1:54 AM ---

Saturday, October 28, 2006

Yeaaa...Yesterday was fun fun fun! Scouts(: + Tarian = Hell of a good time!

HE stole this tiny-miny heart of mine. (:

--- *Reiha@8:15 PM ---

Friday, October 27, 2006

--- *Reiha@5:41 PM ---

Thursday, October 26, 2006

I'll miss 2e4 bad. I'll miss, laughing as a class, the bullying of Mr Ng, the 2e4 'HELLO!', the fights that bonded us rather then tear us. It's sad to have to separate with those who cared for you, only you hardly realise. When we cried, each tear represented an amount of love we had for one another. That amount may be small but it meant a lot. I don't care how cork up the performance was. Cuz having loving classmates makes everything okay.

I'll miss Balqis, Midzi, Amsyar, Ezzul, Yusrin & Akid joking with me every single time I'm somber.
I'll miss SK, FKY, Ding Run, Wei Jie & Yishan's constant IRRATATING acts!
I'll miss chitter-chatter with Aini! Once Mr Ng punished us and made us stand, me and her we sooo busy reading and chatting away!
I'll miss cat fights! (:
I'll miss, of course, THE TEACHERS! Esp, Ms.Harveen. Cuz she has seen me through a lot. I love her!

2e4, my dear 2e4.

Our time was spent,

An animated & zestful bunch we were,

Laughters & tears, hatred & dispise?

Oh, it was so sheer.

2e4, my dear 2e4.

Our time has come to an end.

We've realise the importance,

The importance of love,

And how love can overcome ignorance,

Now, we're seperated.

Even so, no matter the distance,

These memories, depart shall they never.

Our hearts, as one.

Now and forever.

-Nur Fariha

--- *Reiha@7:28 PM ---

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Abang fierce tak menjadi-jadi! =d

Abah and adik kush!

Mama, Afan, Akak, Abah! [=

Arif, Abang Hakim, Khairee!

Nur Fariha*

--- *Reiha@9:29 PM ---

Monday, October 23, 2006

Kepada saudara-mara dan rakan-rakanku yang berugama Islam,

Pada hari mulia ini, Fariha ingin meminta ampun kepada kamu semua.
Seandainya Fariha pernah kecewakan anda, menyebut kata-kata kasar atau bersikap hina terhadap anda.
Perkara itu semua berlaku kerana Fariha terlalu mengikut nafsu.
Harap semua akan mengampunkan Fariha.

Kini, Salam Aidilfitri.

--- *Reiha@1:20 PM ---

Saturday, October 21, 2006

As hard as things may be from here on. I'll face the challenges, endure, and ensure I come out with victory in hand. Suicidal thoughts come and go. But they can't be helped. Who wouldn't want to take the shortcut when in a challenge? But I want to right my wrongs before I go. Who knows I'll gain back their love in the process? Who knows what else will I learn and gain in the process? I will not forget to have faith in Allah yang Esa. Allah yang Maha Pengasih, Maha Penyayang. Therefore with a strong belief in Allah, everything will be fine. Allah knows best. Therefore when Allah sent this ordeal upon me, a solution to the matter was sent down with it. It's now my job to find it.

I now understand why we teenagers always make wrong turns. We don't love Allah enough. We don't love our parents enough. If we love our parents enough, we'll dare not lie to them, be discordant towards them, insubordinate them, disrespect them. If we love our parents, we would always confide to them, embrace them, be submissive towards them, think highly of them, cherish them. Many of us think we do.Think again, think deeply, think of how you've been treating you dear parents. Do you really love your parents?

Maaf kata lah eh. Tapi those(including myself) yang asyik melepak dengan kawan, mengumpat, mengeluarkan kata-kata maki dan (sekali lagi, maaf kata) mempunyai matair tanpa izin ibu bapa. You don't love your parents. Cuz if you do, you tak rela melakukan perkara-perkara tersebut. You'd be afraid to do those things cuz you don't want to ruin your parent's name. Same goes to those who love Allah. They'll be more afraid of what Allah thinks of them rather than what the world thinks of them. And you'd be afraid to ruin the name of the religion of Truth, Islam.

I admit that I too am a rebellious child. Always mistreating my parents. Never thinking for doing something. It took me 14 years and 14 years of experience to learn and realise how much my parents and Allah actually love me. I've done enough wrong, enough sins already. I've done to much harm to myself. How I harm myself? Well, I've done things that in the end, hurt me emotionally. I've done things to hurt my parents as well, I realise that. And now I regret oh-so much. I really wish others won't be like me. I want to tell people to do the right things. I want to show them. Before it's to late. But I can't make people do things they don't want to do. They'll have to face their own obstacles and learn on their own.

Ingatlah. Allah paling mengakasihi kamu, lebih daripada sesiapa lagi. Ibu bapa adalah orang yang menitiskan peluh & darah gara-gara kamu. Dan iman kamu adalah mutiara. Tebalkannya. Kerana ia yang akan melindungi kamu dari maksiat dan perkara-perkara buruk yang dibenci oleh Allah s.w.t. Jangan menjadi musuhNya. Dan syaitan adalah musuh kamu yang ternyata. Jangan sekalipun mengikut kata-katanya. Tolonglah, jangan.

When I said, "I'll never be the same girl as I was before, ". I seriously meant it. What has passed, has passed. Learn form it and move on. To those that have brought me joy, thank you soo much. To those who have hurt me, and hurt me badly, I pray that you will be shown the right path. And finally to those who I've hurt, please, please, forgive me. No matter what my actions were, they were driven by my alter ego. I know I should have never did or said those things. So please forgive me. Please.

This post is extremely long. But to those who've read it full, I hope hatimu dibuka dan Insya'allah kamu akan berubah. What I've learnt?
I owe no one a living.
I need no man to bring me happiness.
All I need is The Almighty and family.

--- *Reiha@10:22 AM ---

Thursday, October 19, 2006

Today. Nothing seemed better. Things have gotten worst. I'm still a loner. It's extremely depressing. I want to die but 'hope' keeps me alive. I hate it. I hate hope. It doesn't make anything better. I stay alive, each day. Each day is worst then the one before. I still feel disowned, unloved, unwanted and ill-treated. That's why I hate you hope. You keep me alive, for what? For torment each day after another? Thanks a lot.

School, a place where I look forward to. The only place where I actually can forget of everything else. School keeps me busy. Busy with work. Busy with people. School is my hideaway. School actaully gives me peace. Coming home? I dread it so, but what other alternatives do I have? I can't runaway. I can't make one wrong into two wrongs. I wake up, get hyped up for school. In school, I smile & laugh. All fake. I still love school. When it ends, I know I have to go home. I lose my smile. Yes, people say I have friends. But, like how Lin puts it, "How many would actually cry with you?,". No offence to all my other buddies okay, but only Abang E emphatizes me. Many do care. Many are there for me. But few feel for me. Either way, I still appriciate them all.

I hope so much that things weren't going to be this way. But everyday, everything worsens. I see that knife. I want it. I want to slash myself to death. Maybe even stab myself to death. But 'hope' keeps whispering to me to stay on. Why? Whay can't you just let me go? Let me leave. Let this world be in peace without me being the black sheep. Let me go. Oh yes, someone save me. I'll never be able to make it on my own. Someone save me, please. Please.

--- *Reiha@8:15 PM ---

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

Went back to school today. Itupun, dragged myself there. Intended to cabot to the beach. God knows what could have happened if I did. Well, I tried to hide my sorrows. Initially, I was entertained by Abang A and the rest. My results were fine. Only failed math & art. Can't believe I failed math. A whole years' worth of studying gone to waste. Haish, another set-back. When recess came, things changed. Thank you Lin and Kak Hafizah for lending me a shoulder to cry on and wiping away my tears. Someone today asked me, "You still waiting for him?". I'll answer your question now. I would love to. But right now I'm not sure I want anyone anymore. Being with me means you face what I face in life. But now, I don't want anyone to suffer with me. I mean if he ever returns, which I know will never happen, I wouldn't accept him because I don't want him(or any other guy) to face this torment with me. That would be too selfish of me. I want to tell the world what is happening in my life but how can I? Sometimes I feel busturdize. But is it true? Everytime I would wonder, Am I Worth This Life? I honestly think I don't. But what am I to do, I want life to end but before it does I have to make the best of whatever that is left? So what is left? No family, few friends, sheer failure. One ordeal after another, until the day I lay on my death bed. I've made a promise, when I lay on that bed, I'll tell the world who 'he' is, and what 'it' is that will haunt me for life. Haish, why I bother searching for happiness or love anymore. Hope is killing me now. Not making me.

--- *Reiha@6:16 PM ---

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

Eversince it all happened. It has now come to a stage where I don't see a point in living life. Because all I have now is myself. I have no one to share my life with now. To think of it, who would want to share a life as hopeless, as doleful, as melancholic, as mopey, as sombering, as mine? No one. I have choosen this path, was driven by turpitudity. People like me will be alone. People say, "No man is an island,". That's shit. This girl here is. Others like her are. We face this torment, this affliction, this martyrdom alone. All alone. Why? Only we know. The rest of the world would have to face their own ordeals to understand us. Sometimes I wonder, it's so easy to just end my life. But what is it that keeps me going? What is it that tells me it's not the end? Why couldn't I just die? Why? I mean, no one needs me. I'm a burden to the family. People think I'm a devil masked as a human. I'm no longer Nur Fariha. I'm meaningless. I'm such a grevious person that should be annihilated from this world. This world would be a better place without me. Back to my main point, what is life when there is no one to share it with? No man, woman, girl, guy wants to love a imbecile, a clod. My own parents disdain me. So why would strangers, or friends, accept me? I really wish I was never born. But since I am alive now, I should just end it. End it. And end it soon.

--- *Reiha@1:13 PM ---

Monday, October 16, 2006

Adakah diriku kau tak perlu lagi?
Adakah cintaku kau tak perlu lagi?
Adakah dirimu dah berubah hati terhadap diriku?

Adakah insan lain bertakhta di hatimu?
Hinggakan dirimu mengubah cintamu...
Manakah cintamu yang kau beri dulu kepada diriku?

Kau pernah berkata cintamu adalah,
selama-lamanya,
Bulan menjadi saksi pada malam itu,
kau kata kau cinta...

Sayangku dengarlah rintihan hatiku,
Ingin kau kembali seperti dahulu,
Kenangan di jiwa membuatku rindu ,
kepada dirimu...

Kiranya diriku kau tak perlu lagi,
Simpanlah kenangan cinta kita dihati,
Walaupun ku sukar ku akur kali ini
Biarlah ku pergi...

Maafkan ku bertanya...

This song was introduced to me by Lin. It really touches me, knowing the situation I'm in. Even so, I thank Allah for the loving friends that He has sent me. It's like, I know he's gone forever, but with them somehow the pain eases a bit. The pain's not gone but it has lessen. However, I still wonder, who's going to fill this empty space in my heart. Alot has happened, you all needn't know what. How bad the situation is? Well, I'm now wishing that I was never born. If I was never born, non of this would ever happened. If I was never born, my parents would be living a better life. Dear friends, you parents love you a lot, no other human can exceed their love. Please do not go against them. Cherish them. Jagalah nama dan marwah idu bapamu. Respect them highly. Do not disregard them. Please, please love your parents. Don't make the mistakes that I've made. I now have lost those who have loved me dearly. You may think that it's a small matter but no. The pain, of having to lose the ones who loved you and you loved. I'll never be the same girl as I was before ever again.

I'm sorry Mama, Abah. )':

--- *Reiha@6:23 AM ---

Saturday, October 14, 2006

Good morning.

After knowing what I know. I feel extremely disgusted. I emphasis, extremely. I feel her pain, not like how she does, but I simply can't imagine how her state was at the moment in time. Sick humans, unbelievably selfish and undeniably heartless. You both know who you are. Didn't think I'd find out, did you? Did you actually think that you are not going to pay for this? Did you actually thought that the world would side you? Do you realise your relationship was, and still is, built on LIES? I don't care how old you may be. But what you did was bloody f***ing WRONG man. I thought my latest break up was shitty. I was wrong. Cuz now I realise that mine was just a speck of dust. What you both put her (and him) through is unforgivable.
Good luck lah eh. Good luck in trying to stay alive.
Bottom line, to me, you are just losers.

Went to check her blog out this morning. What she said is undeniably true.
Her actually words are, "guys, and i mean nice, really nice guys, when you wanna breakup, do not ever say can we still be friends again? don't be an asshole after what you have done ehhh. and also do not be another big asshole to say if you have any problems, you still can come to me or i still love you. sesungguhnye kata-kata yang sungguh tak manis tu masok akal okay,". She's so bloody damn right.

As a matter of fact, to every guy reading this. If you want to break up. Just do it okay. Go to the point, don't beat about the bush, don't say things the you obviously don't mean and DON'T, I emphasis, DON'T contradict yourself. I mean when you say, "I still love you," or, "You still can count on me," do you actually think that you are lightening the load on the poor girl? Ya sure she'll be happy for a day or two, but when she realises that you just say those things and don't mean it, do you have any idea how bloody hurtful it is? All the pain just kicks in again! The whole cycle starts again! She's back to square one. Why? Because at the break up you(the guy) said,"I still love you,". So don't make stupid claims during a break up okay!? I am not here to shot down any guy in paticular at all. I emphasis, AT ALL. All I'm doing here it to explain to the masculine world how their actions may mean one thing to them but another to the female. Thus depressing her. And in the worst case scenario, the poor girl commits suicide. Thanks to who? Thanks to you.

Men, grow up.

--- *Reiha@9:09 AM ---

Friday, October 13, 2006

Lin oh Lin...
Apa terjadi pada dirimu?
Ku berdoa supaya kamu pulih dengan sebaiknya.
Fariha sangat rindu denganmu.
Cepatlah sembuh Lin ku.

Yang Tersayang,
Fariha.

Kepada dua-orang itu,
Aku harap kamu berdua perasan kesalahan kamu. Memainkan hati manusia-manusia lain bukan perkara yang remeh. Walau apapun, aku percaya yang si baik pasti akan cermelang. Si celaka? Binasalah kamu. Binasalah kamu kerna malu dan raguan. Dahulu, ku hormati kamu berdua. Kini, sangkaan baikpun tidak patut kamu terima olehku. Selamatlah kamu.

Selamat Malam.

Labels: Emilinah

--- *Reiha@10:01 PM ---

Labels: Hari Raya

--- *Reiha@3:51 PM ---

Thursday, October 12, 2006

Dear Abang E,

I'm very thankful to have a loving, selfless & caring brother like you. I know you love me and I love you lots, too. So pleaseee study hard for you 'O's, for me kaes? You can put me on hold. I repeat, you MUST put me on HOLD! Don't worry. I will be a-o-k! If anything goes bad, without a doubt, I'll ring you up. If I don't get into 3e2 THEN I'll cry for you! So now, mug your eyeballs out, mug until the 11th hour! Don't waste time! Make your baby Farie proud! (: AND I'll still keep to my promise IF you get 15 points and below. Kalau tak, Abang boleh mimpi jer lah eh! xP
So for the love of God(and me) START STUDYING will ya?! Study! Study! Study! Masuk Singapore Poly! Then I'll follow you there, kan kan kan? Blargh! Why you still reading this post? MOVE IT! Before I bust your lazy ass! Heeeeeee! (:

LOVE, ADIK F!

Labels: Abang E.

--- *Reiha@7:49 PM ---

After sahur today, I almost cried.
Why?
Listening to a little boy reading the Yaasin.
He didn't just read for the sake of reading.
He read it with such profound feeling.
I made me realize that being 14 and have not memorized the Quran,
Is a great loss.
Why did I not start earlier?
Why was I so stubborn?
Is this how I want to live my life?
A life without being guided by the holy Quran?
In the Al-Quran lies answers to all the question in the world.
Yet I take it for granted.
I shan't anymore.
I've loss so much time.
I might as well being now.

I love my parents, they are my best friends.
They build me, they too guide me.
They constantly reprimand me, but that is how they say, "We love you, Fariha,".
Their love for me can never be exceeded by any other man.
Only Allah knows who much they mean to me.
Only Allah know how much I mean to them.
I regret being a obstreperous child in the past.
I regret disrespecting them as if they were just another being in this world.
They're not, they are my beloved Mama & Abah.
Always have, always will be.
No one will take their place.
I will love no one like I love them.
My parents are great people.
I shall no longer ruin their names with my actions.
Just like how they always protect me, I shall protect them too.
I love you Mama.
I love you Abah.

And Happy Birthday Janiah.

--- *Reiha@7:11 AM ---

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

Malay papers were worth studying for.
Good thing.
Watched the 'Wedding Curse' today.
It was another horror flick which deserves 2 thumbs-up.
It's in a foreign language, by the way.
Won't say which language cuz people would stereotype.

Yeap, saw him today.
Looking at him doesn't hurt anymore.
I know he's happy with her and that's wonderful news for me.
I never want to see him down.
Cuz then I'll be down.

Exams have taken time away for me to hang with my adiks...
My abang as well...
My dear Lin as well...
Argh...I don't want to lose those who I love.
Thanks Balqis for hanging with me.
Midzi too.
I miss my foster family.
I miss my Kakak Saleha & Abang Hafidz.
I miss my 'in-laws'.
I miss Balqis, Elly & Qais.

I have hope.
But as someone once said, "Hope, a four-letter-word which, can make or break you,".
Will it break me?
We'll wait and see then won't we?
Oh, I'll be fine.
I'll be fine in the waiting for him.

By the way, I was with Mr. Benjamin Choo for 8 mins. (:

--- *Reiha@3:10 PM ---

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

I've studied sooo much for the math paper.
But now I'm doubting I'll pass it well.
*sigh...* Things Allah does to me...
I'm sure there's a reason, I hope.
Well, my secrets' out.
Well, only 2 people know it.
Me and her.
Who? Think I'm stupid to put her name here?
Since I was overly exasperated by the paper today, I watched a movie.
Stay Alive, splendiferous movie I MUST say.
Kept wishing he was there.
How he would have avoid looking at the screen.
How he would have shiver in the cold.
How he would have...
How he would have...
Seeing him everyday makes my day.
Knowing that he's happy elates me.
It makes me feel as if me leaving him forever was a right move.
It's the best for him.
He doesn't deserve me.
I know I'm not good enough.
I love him so much that I know that I shouldn't keep him for myself anymore.
Let her take care of him.
I'll just watch from afar, praying for his best.
I guess he'll never know how much I love him.
He needn't, it'll only trouble him.
I don't intend to trouble him anymore.
Allah, please keep him safe.
Show him the right path, teach him the right things.
Love him like how you love everyone else.
I never thought of it.
I can't deny it.
I still love him.

I'm The Waiting...

--- *Reiha@1:54 PM ---

Thursday, October 05, 2006

Hello.
Two days of exams have passed.
I've written about 1500 words in total on monday.
Today's geography was supisingly easy (but not THAT easy).
Ms.Harveen was right! The math was tedious!
But I'm positive I'll pull through!
Since everyone wants to go to 3e6, I don't mind being the only student in 3e2, 3e3 or 3e5! (:
Yesterday was one unique way of celebrating my birthday.
After exam me, Balqis, Zu & Midzi went to EP.
Bee CHOPPED her hair! (:
Me? Wash and blow dry! (:
Only Farhan(my brother) & Farhan(from Victoria) wished me happy birthday...
Soo saad..Hehe!
Can't wait for tomorow to be over!
Not only will the bloody 2hr science exam will be over,
I die-die I wanna go to Toa Payoh okay Mama!
Abang will teman me on the looong & bumpy bus ride kan kan? =d
Yesterday I asked Mama,"Adik nak dye rambut boleh?".
I expected her to scream to my face but she just laughed saying,"You think I don't know you're kidding me?"
Darn...she's goood!
Alah, nak dye rambut for what?
For Hari Raya?
As if can see the hair through the tudung is it? x)
Haish...13th Ramadhan already.
Tidak lama lagi, akhirlah bulan yang mulia ini...
No more sahur/buka with the family...
Si setan pun pulang...
Cobaan...
I told Mama if it's possible I puasa 2-3 times a week, every week?
She said,"Why not?"
(: Hey, who knows I'll lose 10 kg?
I know, I'm being crapster here!
Klah I chao dulu.

I LOVE AMY!
I LOVE EDDIL!

(=

Paipai!

Labels: farie

--- *Reiha@12:13 PM ---

Monday, October 02, 2006

Today was yet another good day!
My 2e4 really rocked 'PE' lesson!
We played war again and even Mr.Teo joined!
I made one hell of a huge paper ball with all my Berita Harian, which Ding Run enhanced and it became enormous!
I was Yusrin's & Ezzul's supplier! Hah!
Shing Kun aim me banyak kali sey!
Bluek you boy! =d
Did I mention Lin was beserk during recess? (:
After school RUSHED to Tamp MRT!
Met Luqman on the way, again.
He macam casanova sey..
Met Amy in the MRT, LOL!
We almost missed City Hall because of how shocked we were when we saw real life MAT-MADRASAHs!
Once at Orchard, we walked to The Hereen.
Pusing-pusing just to find the sickening NeoP shop.
I bought Farhan's birthday present! (:
Kakak sayang afan tau! dx
Don't worry Adeq Ayil! I will buy your present to!
My real adik and only male adik-angkat have the same birthdays tau!
Then me and Amy bought initial necklaces! Matching tau! =)
Then spent 1 hour for neops!
banyak punya susah lah kedai tu....
The Hereen is really for those who dress EVERYTIME they leave home.
Me and Amy are kinda practical lah.
So...The Hereen ain't my place.
Etc..etc..etc...we went home!

Klahs, I'm going back to work!
Malams dearies!
Adeq-adeq kush! I miss you all laaaaa!
Abang! You GUND! Call me tengah-tengah recess? Gila peh thambi! (:

--- *Reiha@9:41 PM ---

Sunday, October 01, 2006

I have the best girlfriends!
I have the best abang!
I have the best adeq-adeqs!
Berkat Ramadhan agaknya.
{Amy + Lin + Abang Eddil + Faddy + Ikah + Hidayah + Ain + Izariana}= equation of love (:

I love my family, foster family & relatives too okay!
They've been there for me since before I could even remember! =>

For once, today I forgot that Amirun Amin existed in madrasah! HAH!
I was to caught up with either the ustaza or my girls.
That Awaluddin gund buat perangai lagi...haish....Ramadhan pun nak step mat?
Ouh ya, terperanjat sey apabila keluar class abih nampak si Luqman ngah rileeek depan-depan pintu!
Kalau aku tendang sedap sikit kan? =d

Haish...jemu sey baca notes, textbook, file etc....
I can't wait for tomorrow!
Keluar dengan my dear counterpart, Amy!
I nak loosen up a bit before the E.O.Ys laa.
Nanti tension jer, tak nak laa!

Oh well, so many other things are on my mind but they're irrelevant for you all lah.
Sooo I shall pack some stuff, cook for sahur then crash!
Paipai! Samehkum!

P.S. ABANG!!! I'm still waiting hor! Siap kau abang!

--- *Reiha@8:15 PM ---

Dear diary ku ingin cerita kepadamu
Tentangnya yang dulu singgah di hatiku
Sejak itu hidupku jadi bahagia
Kerena dia selalu ada di hidupku

Tapi kini dia menghilang
Dan tak tau entah dimana
Diaryku ku merindukannya
Pujaanku engkau ada dimana

Telah habis air mata
Tak sekedar kata-kata ku curahkan
Harusnya aku berlari sampai ke hujung dunia
Untuk mencarinya

--- *Reiha@2:15 PM ---

Vignette

Nur Fariha; The Light Of Happiness

Farie Rose. Jargon to many, still loved by many. And has only one principle in life. SMILE (:

Beautiful is the light of happiness,
Tainted by sadness,
The light shall not be,
In it's purest form it shall shine
Bringing hope to people it certainly shall.

Tale of The Heart

To meet,
To love,
To know,
To part – that is the saddest tale of the human heart.

When two hearts meet,
One would blush,
One would grin,
One would steal glances,
In hope to find love.

When the two hearts love,
Nothing in the world seemed wrong,
Nothing others said matter,
Nothing could part them,
Only loves' warmth kept it going.

When the hearts begin to know,
Doubts began to rise,
Tension began to rise,
Confusion began to rise,
Yet clinging on to the past comforted it.

And when the hearts part,
Dreams are shattered,
Tears are shed,
Despair took its toll,
Leading one back to where she began.

To meet before love.
To love before know.
To know and hope to not part again.

-Nur Fariha

Gibberish

Memoir

September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
April 2008

Vinculum

*amira(: izakechik abang rhel(: dan-cinghero ernieza fadillah faddy(: fiza fara(: fitriah iylia jan jannah kak farahin(: kak feika kak syida adeq ayil mal lin giler(: lynne nabillah nanavodka raudhah tirmidizi(: zaidah zara
FRIEDSTER
Teater Tari Era
Siti Nurhaliza <33
Norfasarie
Hyrul Anuar
Hafiz As'ari
Mr.Wong & Ms.Sim

Kudos

illusionation