Monday, February 26, 2007
HIGHLIGHT of today; MY BOYFRIEND!
Why?
A. He fainted during his Physical Ed. Did you know his friends were all "Fariha! Fariha! Matair kau pengsan! Sumpah kita tak bedek! Dia pengsan! Dia dalam PE room! BETUL DIA PENGSAN! ". While they were meandering, I just listened and paniced only after they finished. (pssst..hunney! you looked super comel when you fell asleesp you know!) (; But really, I tak tenteram tau bila i diberitahu yang you pengsan tahu tak!?!
B. He received the Star(Integrity) Award! Yaaaaaaaaaaaaay! Farie's one proud girlfriend! (:
Dah tu jer. (x Buat penat sahaja awak semua masuk blog saya abey baca pasal matair saya kan? Hee hee! Tau takpa! Kay-poh sanggat apa pasal? xD
--- *Reiha@9:55 PM ---
Sunday, February 25, 2007
Yes, I am worked up about the rumour. Why? Sebab marwah aku terjejas kerananya! Marwah, FAHAM? If it's a rumour like, "Fariha bitched about her bestfriend behind her back," I can keep cool lah. Yes, I'm mad at a fucktard, who I still don't know who. Thanks Abang Rhel for knocking lots of sense into me today. And a big laugh for the others who knocked their senses out of themselves today! (faham2 jer lah eh)
Things have been worked out. So seriously, I can't be bothered to fight anymore laa. Sesiapa yang tidak puas, di persilahkan berbual dengan saya atau Afiq di sekolah, bukan dalam lelaman internet dah membuat kecoh. Boleh ya? Tidak sukar ya? Baguuus. This is as good as it gets lah okay. I'm happy okay. Things are okay, OKAY? If you want to make others life miserable, I'd say you ain't qualified, get a new job. And next time(frontstabber@hotmail.com & 'you know who i am'), LEAVE your GOD-DAMN-FUCKING NAME can? Bodek/puki lu dalam fridge per?
So ya, dah tak payah nak fued-fued lagi kay-kay? Hidup mahu happy boleh? Boleh kan kay? So yah, HAPPY CHINGAY EVERYONE! Psst....I love my new baby, W850i! But I miss my old baby. ): And thanks Hunney & Syaddad for Chingay-ing with me!
MY SAY-SO: Afiq isn't 'you know who i am' laa!
--- *Reiha@10:12 PM ---
Saturday, February 24, 2007
OMG. I'M POOPED LAA. I'm exhausted! I'm overwhelmed! My life like only has 3 main things nowadays. 1.FAMILY+BOYFRIEND 2.WORK 3.DANCE. My goodness, you think that your SYF song would be 5 mins 20 secs but then they increased it to 6 mins and 10 secs! And what would you do next? Me, FAINT. COLLASPE. LOSE CONCIOUSNESS. LOSE ALL HOPE! Nah, no way. I'm so aiming for that bloody Gold With Honours lah eh. I want my first-and-only SYF to be one hell of a memorable one. And if anyone wants to spoil it for me, and the whole dance troupe, I SWEAR YOU WILL BE BATHED IN YOUR OWN BLOOD. (: I super respect all the guys for persevering with us! Thanks for giving your all dudes! You have made many of us proud! Kak Tini said,"I'm no longer worried about the guys, I'm more worried about the girls now,". SEE THAT? Girls lets all switch on the 'FULLSPEED AHEAD' button okay? We got to make things happen man!
I'M SUPER PROND OF MY BABY FOR DANCING SO WELL! GO RURUL GO! GO RURUL GO! MAKE FARIE (and esss) PROUD-ER! ((:
--- *Reiha@8:59 PM ---
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
Dance practices are gonna get serious.
I actually do miss Girlfriends + Adeq Ira.
I hate a certain person for blabbering about our past to people.
That person will pay.
That person will regret ever telling the/a/this certain Sec 1 kid/kids.
I thought I could at least be normal friends with you.
BUT EVEN NORMAL FRIENDS RESPECT EACH OTHER.
EVEN NORMAL FRIENDS KNOW HOW TO KEEP EACH OTHER'S SECRETS.
EVEN NORMAL FRIENDS JAGA MARWAH SATU SAMA LAIN.
MARWAH LAH XIA. MARWAH.
IF YOU DON'T CARE FOR YOUR OWN SELF-RESPECT, REMEMBER, AT LEAST HAVE THE DECENCY TO TAKE CARE OF THE SELF-RESPECT OF OTHER PEOPLE.
You are unbelievable, the next time I speak to you, will be the last.
Once that's over, you and I are strangers.
In fact we, will be worst then strangers.
I'll no longer be your friend and I never had anything to do with you in the past and I never want to speak to you again and I hope you won't do what you did to me, to another person.
Only The Almighty will determine your punishment.
We, especially you, don't deserve each other as friends.
Lastly...
My dear Smelly Boy,
I'm glad I told you. At least you know the truth, rather then let things go around with lies. I hope things will change for the better. And I'm most grateful for your help, moreover your undying love. I love you like I never loved any other man and it's you that keeps my joyous spirit alive. I Love You, Khairul Ridzwan.
Much love, Smelly Girl.
--- *Reiha@7:54 PM ---
Monday, February 19, 2007
I'm tired laa. Went jalan-jalan with Bestfriend at Vivo! 2 trips to Vivo within 3 days? I could almost memorize which shop is where! Wanted to watch Dreamgirls but gave up since the queue was so long and the tickets were selling fast. So we jalan-jalan cari makan! Where we makan? 2HOT restuarant(restauran DUA-PANAS?)! Kenapaaa lah Abang Hakim dah tak kerja sana lagi? Kalau tak boleh jugak aku dapat discount! xD Then obviously we bitched like nobody's business! Laa-dee-daa, we went home! Maaalas nak cerita panjang!
LOVE.I MISS YOU HUNNEY, Rurul!
--- *Reiha@9:45 PM ---
Sunday, February 18, 2007
I'm down with a runny nose.
I wish Mama & Abah had let me out with Amira today.
I hate public holidays. (esp CNY/LNY cuz all the bloody shop closes)
And of course
I utterly miss my Khairul Ridzwan. =(
I really can't get him off my mind. I can't help but wonder if he's doing fine. I wish he comes home soon. At the same time I want him to have a good time there with his family. It's just that I miss him so!
To make my day somewhat better, my family and a whole bunch of my relatives spent the afternoon at East Coast! It was okaylah, of course I was the 'kid-entertainer'! I like being one loh! The food was great, the company was terrific. But, darn, I stepped on one darn sharp rock and now my right foot seriously hurts and looks super red. For once, ALL the people that were at the beach, were ALL malays! There were times that I thought that I was in Malaysia! But atleast the whole clan cheered me up! Too bad I still miss my Rurul! (:
LOVE.
--- *Reiha@10:17 PM ---
Saturday, February 17, 2007
Day 15
Came their first ordeal. The news of how some of her closest-of-friends dejects her as she seems to always linger around him. It left them both speechless. Because those were the friends that had encouraged their relationship to bloom. On that day, the couple wished they had told someone else that big news first. Until date, the couple still are overcoming the situation a step at a time.
Day 16
The situation didn't die down. True colours bloomed in haste. But the two just held on, knowing that they still have each other to have, to hold, to cherish.
Day 17
She couldn't bear going for the friend's birthday party with the knowledge of him leaving the country the following day. They spent the whole day together. He was going away for 3-4days. Soon their 'good-bye's were said, she turned to walk towards her door with tears bursting out. Once she entered her home, she ran to the window, hoping to catch very last glance of him that she could. He saw her, she saw him, he walked towards her window, they stared, waved and blew kisses. It wasn't long before she just had to watch him walk off. She watched him till there was nothing of him left to see. Each step he took the idea that he wouldn't be around sank even deeper within her. Thus the tears kept coming, kept flowing, kept rolling down the already-wet cheeks. Eventhough it'll only be a few days, she just wishes he could just stay. She just wishes to hear his charming, sweet voice each night before she sleeps. Please understand, it is truly, true love that she has for him and he has for her. They mean everything to each other. I love you, I miss you, my beloved Khairul Ridzwan.
--- *Reiha@9:17 PM ---
Thursday, February 15, 2007
Happy Farm Day, 3e2!Happy Total Defence Day, Singapore!
And, saving the best for the last......
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR CHEEKY/MANJE/CUTE, EVER SO BELOVED HUNNEY, RURUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=D
May you be blessed with love, health, prosperity, joy and, of course, ME! (: Yeap, yeap. Yesterday he shocked me with my V'day present. Today, it was him who was flabbergasted! Hee hee! I didn't tell ya'll what he gave me so I ain't telling what I gave him lor! Basically, Rurul makes my world! Rurul is my all! And if 'YOU' can't accept/understand/appriciate it. Then SHAME ON YOU. BOOHOO. I LOVE KHAIRUL RIDZWAN! <33
--- *Reiha@7:09 PM ---
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Happy Valentine's Day (isn't v'day, supposed to be celebrated everyday?). My day was rather rocky. My smile was wiped of my face during my last period and during CCA. Those who've known for a long time and constantly read my blog, will understand why I'm about to post such a post.
It's unfortunate that you see it that way. It's unfortunate that you didn't think before you spoke. It's unfortunate for me to find out from someone else rather than you yourself. I know, I admit to my mistake. But the situation here is to test our individual morality. Did you put yourself in my shoes, see things from my angle and then come to a conclusion? Or did you follow your alter ego and ended up duping me, you sold down the river. My opinion, you are unbelievably ironic. I don't know why I wanted to look up too you, I don't know what you mean to me anymore. All I know is, I have to make the right move soon. It'll be as hard as hell. But who ever said that doing the right things were easy? Finally, what use is it for me to win you back when you already made your mind up about things? I'm sorry for my mistakes. I'm confused. I just wished things weren't going about this way.
What I found out today made me venerate Bestfriend a whole lot more. We spend a whole lot more time apart from each other yet we are as tight as water. I love/miss Bestfriend oh-so much!
And today I also realised how much Boyfriend means to me. He really cherishes me a whole lot, he takes me in his arms when I was/am my lowest, he makes my almost-crumbling world all alright again. People said that we are just those 'stead-a-mintue' couples. But all of them are wrong. I truly love my Khairul Ridzwan. No individual is going to change that. Thank you soo much for you precious gift my dear! I love you now and forever!
--- *Reiha@7:45 PM ---
Thursday, February 08, 2007
Oh-ouh. Rurul was super late today! I waited till 7.10am, so I just decided to walk off laa, next thing I know Rurul was chasing me! Haa haa(x . Malay test was crap cuz the peribahasa(s) that Cikgu Noreen told us to study didn't even come out! SO WHAT NOW? I'm gonna fail malay is it? THANKS ah 'cher. Nehmind laa. For SFL, we went to the SDC(s'pore discovery centre). Kinda fun cuz Tiara and me where two extremely lively maniacs! Liyana was like, " Relaaax, RELAAAX!". (; Not to mention the countless number of hot SCDF-men! Don't worry Rurul, you're the hotest laa sayang(: . At least my Rurul wasn't GATAL when he was courting me! The SCDF-men BLOODY GATAL lor! Use their laser to point at me! It went into my eye some more! Thank you Tiara for blocking them from me! LOVE HER LAA! AND OH MY GOD. I SOOOO HAVE TO BLOG ABOUT THIS. DID YOU KNOW, SOME GIRLS CAN BE FUCKING MIANG THAT THEY ASK MEN, I repeat MEN THAT ARE COMPLETE STRANGERS, FOR ACQUAINTANCE? We call those certain girl the "THEY AREs". Serious xia, shamless nak mampos xia! Me, T & L were watching their every move I tell you. WE'RE SUPER DISGUSTED! d= I can proudly say that I have NEVER gave my number to any complete stranger who asks for it! I HAVE PRIDE/DIGNITY! Not like them, "THEY AREs"! BOOHOO, you bitch. (:
LOVE.I LOVE RURUL! <33
--- *Reiha@11:45 PM ---
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
It's been a while since I last updated. I'm so undeniably busy! Thank GOD, I've been passing all my test! Plus I have my dance practices. Even CCA is more work, less fun now! How can they call that CCA?! I super miss Bestfriend lor. )): Teringin-ingin nak lepak together-gether tapi tak menjadi ni! It's like, I'm UTTERLY caught up with work! I get, maximum, 6 hours of shut-eyes only! I only eat during recess, since SOMEONE can't be bothered to cook because she SUPPOSEDLY has soooooooooo much work too. Psheesh. I keep wishing I was in Normal Academic. I'd rather have 3 years then 2 years laa! I'm going nuts. Really. Hopefully I'll get use to this new lifestyle soon. Otey laa. I can't be bothered to blog lah. I COULDN'T CARE LESS AHS!
LOVE.
PS. Am I & Khairul Ridzwan an item? Well, as what Ms. Vernie Chia always says in Social Studies class, INFER-SUPPORT-EXPLAIN! ((: See? I'm even helping you people to imporve on your SBQ answering methods ahs! Aren't I the nicest? (;
--- *Reiha@9:16 PM ---
Thursday, February 01, 2007
YESTERDAY's soccer match ROCKED! Went with Khairul, Shadat, Aiman, Ulfah, Haziq & 2 Farhans (there were others but I didn't really get their names). I had lotsa SUPER fun xia! We arrived 20mins before the game started. The Thais can become actors I tell you. Sikit-sikit jatuh. Buat Medic penat jer. To much seafood I suppose. BUTOH! And OMG, did I scream! Sometimes I screamed for no apparent reason! Want more info (cuz I know Bestfriend does!) ? Find me, ask me. Otey? I have a few snapshots from the stadium, shall upload next time.
LOVE.
ps. GUE RINDU SAMA LU LAA, BESTFRIEND!
--- *Reiha@7:05 PM ---
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