Thursday, March 29, 2007
OMG. I just can't get these issues off my mind. School's a torment to go to with You around. (it's a different 'you' now) I have so much to say to You. I have so much anger to throw upon You. You like butting into lives? Wow. So much for teaching us Respect You. Cuz from what I see, You don't respect us and our parent's decisions. You are too much. I suspect you've dug your way through the internet just to read our personal blogs? I also suspect that you are behaving like how bloghoppers' do, not brave enough to leave you're actual name. You want us to not be 'affected'. Well, thanks to your freaking actions, we are all surely, truly, bloody AFFECTED. You don't want us stressed? You are adding stress upon us. Bottomline, you suck. My advice, worry more on what belongs to you and don't try to be a hero of the community. The community have their own heros in their lives. So just walk away.
SYF. Things are going nuts again. Thing is, why not try to find a solution to the problem rather than wanting to find out who to point your bloody finger at? I honestly don't know what's going to happen next. Anxiety just amplifies within me. After I've sacrificed myself, my time, energy, family & health, and I get to know THIS is going to happen? This is ludicrous. This is insensate. It's sluggish. I thought this was just a CCA. I thought that my job is to dance. I never thought I had to change my life to suit yours. Why am I being treated as if I am a professional? I'm just a student with a CCA. Or am I?
PS. To the PEOPLE/PERSON who think they are helping me/us out. Think again. Cuz honestly, You are making my/our life a living hell. No Thank You. I might as well file a report for Violation of Privacy. I hope You will get to see things our way, wear our shoes, see how You like being butted at. I'm pretty sure You'll find it elating. You suck.
I love my Khairul Ridzwan a whole lot. And if You dislike it. TOO BAD. "Anticipate Change & Stay Relevant". In case you didn't realise, Welcome To The 21 Century.
farie was here.
--- *Reiha@7:19 PM ---
Monday, March 26, 2007
HAH. What started as fever+cough+sore throat has mutated into stomach flu. Yes, vomiting is my new hobby. (: I miss eating Dry Beef Kuay Teow & LJS. I miss going jalan-jalan with Bestfriend. I miss Mad. Class! I super don't miss school but I do miss the people! I miss dancing! I'm sick of sleeping! UWEEEEK!*****I MISS BOYFRIEND!*****
Next topic...can you feel the SYF FEVER?!?!?! I sure can! Kumpulan Tari East Spring still wants her Gold With Honours okay! So what if many schools are also doing Zapin? They all sebok lah! TITIPAN ZAPIN IS COMING TO GET YOU. We're taking you down with grace, skill & determination. HAH. Our pioneers went into the 2003 SYF, with guys & Zapin, and came out with East Spring's First Gold! And now, with all the hope in the world, the 2007 batch will get the G.W.H!!! I sound too semangat kan? TOO BAD. I've sacrificed A LOT for this SYF. So Silver would come to me as a failure! And for my other performing arts groups, ESSS BOLEH AHS! Heck lah what the principal thinks of you, give your all! I've seen my SYF costume & accessories. I'm not going to complain. Too late for that. Still, I hope we get a full 10% for the costume...
Enough SYF already. But it's just 13 days more! Nehmind, breathe...breathe...Man, I'm hungry.I MISS MY RURUL LAA!I MISS MY AMY ALSO LAA!I MISS HOLIDAYS LAA!I MISS BEING HEALTHY LAA!BLARGH-LAA!
(: farie was here.
--- *Reiha@11:44 AM ---
Sunday, March 18, 2007
Why, hellu hellu! Yeap, Happy Belated Birthday to Ain Sofiah, Ira & ME! Happy Birthday to my long-lost ex-bf, Ridzuan! And Happy Advance Birthday Nurul Aini! Celebated my birthday first with my whole clan of relatives on the 16th. Then on the 17th, there was dance, I celebrated with the dancers! Darling Cikgu Noreen bought for me a chocolate cake! And me and Aini got cake'd! (psst...she ordered Canadian Pizza on the 16th cuz we trained for about 6 hours! yang tak datang hari tu, TOO BAD. I ate 3 slices! MUAHAHA.)
On the evening to the 17th went to Aini's par-tay! I was super early, with Baby & Tiara. Dum-dee-dum, it was cake cutting time(again)! And as expected, me and Aini got cake'd AGAIN. And when the girls sang me a bithday song, I cried(: . Honestly, I was extremly touched. But Baby made it all better when he gave me his present. Don't think that I'm boasting okay but I know the whole lot that's reading this are asking, "WHAT THE HELL DID HE GIVE YOU LAA?!". Baby wanted to give me the perfume I wanted but then he said I was gonna use it all up one way or another so he decided to kill THREE birds with one stone. He gave me a....
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BURBERRY PURSE/WALLET!
You should have seen my face laa. I was extremely reluctant to except it. I was flabbergasted to the max. (: THANK YOU SOOOOOO VERY MUCH KHAIRUL RIDZWAN, MY LOVE!
Today, after Mad. class(:, went birthday shopping with Bik Lindah, Ain & Amir! My spending limit was $200! I won't say what I bought, but I can safely stike many-many things off my list! Imagine a girl with 39 degrees fever actually walking around with her hands full of bags. Yeap, thaaats me! I'm super grateful to Allah for such a loving Bik Lindah!
Lastly I would love to thanks those that;
-spent cash on me
-smsed me birthday wishes!
-and gave me b'day testimomos!
-don't forget Ustazah Fatimah who helped write my name in jawi for my IC! (:
LOVE, THE NOW 15 Y.O, FARIE(:
PS. Will not be online much due to the desktop that has gotten mad cow dieseas. Only online through lappy. So don't be mad that I never update my vivacity-monde okay?
--- *Reiha@5:48 PM ---
Monday, March 12, 2007
Introducing Khairul R. the contemporary dancer! Heee(: At the end of the day, he's still my one and only beloved baby, Rurul! <33
Heyyou! Firstly happy belated birthday to my baby cuzzy, Amir Sa'lihin, and my all-time beloved & favourite teacher, Cikgu Noreen! Anyways, the holidays have begun! Everyone's complaining about the work load. I did to. But to think about, WHY are we whining? Others still gotta go to work/school and they still recieve their own 'homework'. And we? We get to do all of it over NINE days! Yes I know, it's the holidays. But in case you didn't know, here's the defination of 'Holidays'; Days with no school. Not with no work! Next topic. Baby's at Scouts Job Week Camp...and I miss him like XIAO! Yes he still calls but I wanna see him in the flesh! Takpe-takpe, besuk kita jumpa juga. Bersabar Fariha. What have I been up to? Simple, dance(saturday), madrasah(sunday) then stayed at home to finish 1/4 of homework(monday)! It felt awesome to have finished the 30++ question math homework!! WAAZAA(: But honestly I'm bored of blogging. No one reads my darling posts, my life's to dangerous to blog about (: & I'm pretty sure SOME unwanted people have made their way into my blog. OH WELL. Read your hearts out. Now that I'm seriously clueless of what to type, I SHALL POST PICCYS! 
Men + Soccer = Illicit Lovers (x
--- *Reiha@7:08 PM ---
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
In one of my previous posts, I addressed it to a certain 'You'. After today's incident, it seems to me, You have not change a single ounch, have you? You enjoy showing Your, too me extremely disgusting, true colours, don't You? Well my principle in life is,"Treat others they way you want to be treated,". In case You have not realised, I've been tolerating Your undying shits all these while. I treated you with respect in hopes of receiving respect in return, form You. But no. You kept going on and on with you bloody stupid, fucking antics. THINKING, just THINKING people found you cute. But unfortunately for You, This honey finds you as an ascrucianating pain in her ass. But for now I'll just continue watching You. If all this shit happens again. I promise you a Fariha you'd wish you had never agitated. I promise you a Fariha that you'd wished was never there. I can make you hate me even more than you already do. To finalize all this. Fuck you, You.
One more thing. Don't be mad at my Khairul for oh-so petty reasons. Cuz if not for Your disruption in my life, he wouldn't give a shit about Your life. Even so, he's my man. He deserves to know what the heck is going on in my life. If You and Your Girl/Guy can't communicate like how me and Khairul can, then too bad. So stop being an ass. Asses don't go far in life.
So whoever 'terasa', memang patut. I mean you wouldn't be feeling bad if you hadn't done anything to me, would you? So stop being/behaving like an animal and start using your humanly-programed brain.
Thanks.
--- *Reiha@7:15 PM ---
Monday, March 05, 2007
Well, well, well. Hello all! Yes, Missy Farie is FINALLY updating her blog! Life has been oookay so far. Conflicts from other areas rose up but are now settled. All except for one. Concerning SYF. I wouldn't call it 'conflict' lah. But it turns my mind downside-up. Anyways. CA results weren't much of a surprise. Thank goodness my utterly beloved Khairul listened and shed some light on me. He really says the right things at the right time. He truly understands the ideology of "put yourself in someone else's shoes". He is the man that I need, the man that I love. He isn't the playful & immature Boy people think he is. He is the most mature young man I've ever met! He just hides it beneath layers of cuteness & manje-ness! Who ever thought that a simple crush I started having 5-6months ago, would lead to me finding the man that is more than I could ever ask for? Somedays, I wake up thinking, "Am I really with him?". And knowing that, that is 10,000% true, just sends my blood flowing with happiness! Bottomline, Khairul Ridzwan is the man that fulfills me, guides me & the man that I love with every inch of my 151cm tall body! (:
I love you baby! *huggys!*
--- *Reiha@7:43 PM ---
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