Tuesday, October 17, 2006

Eversince it all happened. It has now come to a stage where I don't see a point in living life. Because all I have now is myself. I have no one to share my life with now. To think of it, who would want to share a life as hopeless, as doleful, as melancholic, as mopey, as sombering, as mine? No one. I have choosen this path, was driven by turpitudity. People like me will be alone. People say, "No man is an island,". That's shit. This girl here is. Others like her are. We face this torment, this affliction, this martyrdom alone. All alone. Why? Only we know. The rest of the world would have to face their own ordeals to understand us. Sometimes I wonder, it's so easy to just end my life. But what is it that keeps me going? What is it that tells me it's not the end? Why couldn't I just die? Why? I mean, no one needs me. I'm a burden to the family. People think I'm a devil masked as a human. I'm no longer Nur Fariha. I'm meaningless. I'm such a grevious person that should be annihilated from this world. This world would be a better place without me. Back to my main point, what is life when there is no one to share it with? No man, woman, girl, guy wants to love a imbecile, a clod. My own parents disdain me. So why would strangers, or friends, accept me? I really wish I was never born. But since I am alive now, I should just end it. End it. And end it soon.

--- *Reiha@1:13 PM ---

Vignette

Nur Fariha; The Light Of Happiness

Farie Rose. Jargon to many, still loved by many. And has only one principle in life. SMILE (:

Beautiful is the light of happiness,
Tainted by sadness,
The light shall not be,
In it's purest form it shall shine
Bringing hope to people it certainly shall.

Tale of The Heart

To meet,
To love,
To know,
To part – that is the saddest tale of the human heart.

When two hearts meet,
One would blush,
One would grin,
One would steal glances,
In hope to find love.

When the two hearts love,
Nothing in the world seemed wrong,
Nothing others said matter,
Nothing could part them,
Only loves' warmth kept it going.

When the hearts begin to know,
Doubts began to rise,
Tension began to rise,
Confusion began to rise,
Yet clinging on to the past comforted it.

And when the hearts part,
Dreams are shattered,
Tears are shed,
Despair took its toll,
Leading one back to where she began.

To meet before love.
To love before know.
To know and hope to not part again.

-Nur Fariha

Gibberish

Memoir

September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
April 2008

Vinculum

*amira(: izakechik abang rhel(: dan-cinghero ernieza fadillah faddy(: fiza fara(: fitriah iylia jan jannah kak farahin(: kak feika kak syida adeq ayil mal lin giler(: lynne nabillah nanavodka raudhah tirmidizi(: zaidah zara
FRIEDSTER
Teater Tari Era
Siti Nurhaliza <33
Norfasarie
Hyrul Anuar
Hafiz As'ari
Mr.Wong & Ms.Sim

Kudos

illusionation