Monday, October 16, 2006
Adakah diriku kau tak perlu lagi?
Adakah cintaku kau tak perlu lagi?
Adakah dirimu dah berubah hati terhadap diriku?
Adakah insan lain bertakhta di hatimu?
Hinggakan dirimu mengubah cintamu...
Manakah cintamu yang kau beri dulu kepada diriku?
Kau pernah berkata cintamu adalah,
selama-lamanya,
Bulan menjadi saksi pada malam itu,
kau kata kau cinta...
Sayangku dengarlah rintihan hatiku,
Ingin kau kembali seperti dahulu,
Kenangan di jiwa membuatku rindu ,
kepada dirimu...
Kiranya diriku kau tak perlu lagi,
Simpanlah kenangan cinta kita dihati,
Walaupun ku sukar ku akur kali ini
Biarlah ku pergi...
Maafkan ku bertanya...
This song was introduced to me by Lin. It really touches me, knowing the situation I'm in. Even so, I thank Allah for the loving friends that He has sent me. It's like, I know he's gone forever, but with them somehow the pain eases a bit. The pain's not gone but it has lessen. However, I still wonder, who's going to fill this empty space in my heart. Alot has happened, you all needn't know what. How bad the situation is? Well, I'm now wishing that I was never born. If I was never born, non of this would ever happened. If I was never born, my parents would be living a better life. Dear friends, you parents love you a lot, no other human can exceed their love. Please do not go against them. Cherish them. Jagalah nama dan marwah idu bapamu. Respect them highly. Do not disregard them. Please, please love your parents. Don't make the mistakes that I've made. I now have lost those who have loved me dearly. You may think that it's a small matter but no. The pain, of having to lose the ones who loved you and you loved. I'll never be the same girl as I was before ever again.
I'm sorry Mama, Abah. )':
--- *Reiha@6:23 AM ---
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