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Saturday, October 14, 2006

Good morning.

After knowing what I know. I feel extremely disgusted. I emphasis, extremely. I feel her pain, not like how she does, but I simply can't imagine how her state was at the moment in time. Sick humans, unbelievably selfish and undeniably heartless. You both know who you are. Didn't think I'd find out, did you? Did you actually think that you are not going to pay for this? Did you actually thought that the world would side you? Do you realise your relationship was, and still is, built on LIES? I don't care how old you may be. But what you did was bloody f***ing WRONG man. I thought my latest break up was shitty. I was wrong. Cuz now I realise that mine was just a speck of dust. What you both put her (and him) through is unforgivable.
Good luck lah eh. Good luck in trying to stay alive.
Bottom line, to me, you are just losers.

Went to check her blog out this morning. What she said is undeniably true.
Her actually words are, "guys, and i mean nice, really nice guys, when you wanna breakup, do not ever say can we still be friends again? don't be an asshole after what you have done ehhh. and also do not be another big asshole to say if you have any problems, you still can come to me or i still love you. sesungguhnye kata-kata yang sungguh tak manis tu masok akal okay,". She's so bloody damn right.

As a matter of fact, to every guy reading this. If you want to break up. Just do it okay. Go to the point, don't beat about the bush, don't say things the you obviously don't mean and DON'T, I emphasis, DON'T contradict yourself. I mean when you say, "I still love you," or, "You still can count on me," do you actually think that you are lightening the load on the poor girl? Ya sure she'll be happy for a day or two, but when she realises that you just say those things and don't mean it, do you have any idea how bloody hurtful it is? All the pain just kicks in again! The whole cycle starts again! She's back to square one. Why? Because at the break up you(the guy) said,"I still love you,". So don't make stupid claims during a break up okay!? I am not here to shot down any guy in paticular at all. I emphasis, AT ALL. All I'm doing here it to explain to the masculine world how their actions may mean one thing to them but another to the female. Thus depressing her. And in the worst case scenario, the poor girl commits suicide. Thanks to who? Thanks to you.

Men, grow up.

--- *Reiha@9:09 AM ---



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Nur Fariha; The Light Of Happiness


Farie Rose. Jargon to many, still loved by many. And has only one principle in life. SMILE (:

Beautiful is the light of happiness,
Tainted by sadness,
The light shall not be,
In it's purest form it shall shine
Bringing hope to people it certainly shall.

Tale of The Heart


To meet,
To love,
To know,
To part – that is the saddest tale of the human heart.

When two hearts meet,
One would blush,
One would grin,
One would steal glances,
In hope to find love.

When the two hearts love,
Nothing in the world seemed wrong,
Nothing others said matter,
Nothing could part them,
Only loves' warmth kept it going.

When the hearts begin to know,
Doubts began to rise,
Tension began to rise,
Confusion began to rise,
Yet clinging on to the past comforted it.

And when the hearts part,
Dreams are shattered,
Tears are shed,
Despair took its toll,
Leading one back to where she began.

To meet before love.
To love before know.
To know and hope to not part again.

-Nur Fariha

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Memoir

September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
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September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
April 2008

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Hafiz As'ari
Mr.Wong & Ms.Sim

Kudos

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