Wednesday, October 18, 2006

Went back to school today. Itupun, dragged myself there. Intended to cabot to the beach. God knows what could have happened if I did. Well, I tried to hide my sorrows. Initially, I was entertained by Abang A and the rest. My results were fine. Only failed math & art. Can't believe I failed math. A whole years' worth of studying gone to waste. Haish, another set-back. When recess came, things changed. Thank you Lin and Kak Hafizah for lending me a shoulder to cry on and wiping away my tears. Someone today asked me, "You still waiting for him?". I'll answer your question now. I would love to. But right now I'm not sure I want anyone anymore. Being with me means you face what I face in life. But now, I don't want anyone to suffer with me. I mean if he ever returns, which I know will never happen, I wouldn't accept him because I don't want him(or any other guy) to face this torment with me. That would be too selfish of me. I want to tell the world what is happening in my life but how can I? Sometimes I feel busturdize. But is it true? Everytime I would wonder, Am I Worth This Life? I honestly think I don't. But what am I to do, I want life to end but before it does I have to make the best of whatever that is left? So what is left? No family, few friends, sheer failure. One ordeal after another, until the day I lay on my death bed. I've made a promise, when I lay on that bed, I'll tell the world who 'he' is, and what 'it' is that will haunt me for life. Haish, why I bother searching for happiness or love anymore. Hope is killing me now. Not making me.

--- *Reiha@6:16 PM ---

Vignette

Nur Fariha; The Light Of Happiness

Farie Rose. Jargon to many, still loved by many. And has only one principle in life. SMILE (:

Beautiful is the light of happiness,
Tainted by sadness,
The light shall not be,
In it's purest form it shall shine
Bringing hope to people it certainly shall.

Tale of The Heart

To meet,
To love,
To know,
To part – that is the saddest tale of the human heart.

When two hearts meet,
One would blush,
One would grin,
One would steal glances,
In hope to find love.

When the two hearts love,
Nothing in the world seemed wrong,
Nothing others said matter,
Nothing could part them,
Only loves' warmth kept it going.

When the hearts begin to know,
Doubts began to rise,
Tension began to rise,
Confusion began to rise,
Yet clinging on to the past comforted it.

And when the hearts part,
Dreams are shattered,
Tears are shed,
Despair took its toll,
Leading one back to where she began.

To meet before love.
To love before know.
To know and hope to not part again.

-Nur Fariha

Gibberish

Memoir

September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
April 2008

Vinculum

*amira(: izakechik abang rhel(: dan-cinghero ernieza fadillah faddy(: fiza fara(: fitriah iylia jan jannah kak farahin(: kak feika kak syida adeq ayil mal lin giler(: lynne nabillah nanavodka raudhah tirmidizi(: zaidah zara
FRIEDSTER
Teater Tari Era
Siti Nurhaliza <33
Norfasarie
Hyrul Anuar
Hafiz As'ari
Mr.Wong & Ms.Sim

Kudos

illusionation