Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Happy Valentine's Day (isn't v'day, supposed to be celebrated everyday?). My day was rather rocky. My smile was wiped of my face during my last period and during CCA. Those who've known for a long time and constantly read my blog, will understand why I'm about to post such a post.
It's unfortunate that you see it that way. It's unfortunate that you didn't think before you spoke. It's unfortunate for me to find out from someone else rather than you yourself. I know, I admit to my mistake. But the situation here is to test our individual morality. Did you put yourself in my shoes, see things from my angle and then come to a conclusion? Or did you follow your alter ego and ended up duping me, you sold down the river. My opinion, you are unbelievably ironic. I don't know why I wanted to look up too you, I don't know what you mean to me anymore. All I know is, I have to make the right move soon. It'll be as hard as hell. But who ever said that doing the right things were easy? Finally, what use is it for me to win you back when you already made your mind up about things? I'm sorry for my mistakes. I'm confused. I just wished things weren't going about this way.
What I found out today made me venerate Bestfriend a whole lot more. We spend a whole lot more time apart from each other yet we are as tight as water. I love/miss Bestfriend oh-so much!
And today I also realised how much Boyfriend means to me. He really cherishes me a whole lot, he takes me in his arms when I was/am my lowest, he makes my almost-crumbling world all alright again. People said that we are just those 'stead-a-mintue' couples. But all of them are wrong. I truly love my Khairul Ridzwan. No individual is going to change that. Thank you soo much for you precious gift my dear! I love you now and forever!
--- *Reiha@7:45 PM ---
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