Thursday, March 29, 2007
OMG. I just can't get these issues off my mind. School's a torment to go to with You around. (it's a different 'you' now) I have so much to say to You. I have so much anger to throw upon You. You like butting into lives? Wow. So much for teaching us Respect You. Cuz from what I see, You don't respect us and our parent's decisions. You are too much. I suspect you've dug your way through the internet just to read our personal blogs? I also suspect that you are behaving like how bloghoppers' do, not brave enough to leave you're actual name. You want us to not be 'affected'. Well, thanks to your freaking actions, we are all surely, truly, bloody AFFECTED. You don't want us stressed? You are adding stress upon us. Bottomline, you suck. My advice, worry more on what belongs to you and don't try to be a hero of the community. The community have their own heros in their lives. So just walk away.
SYF. Things are going nuts again. Thing is, why not try to find a solution to the problem rather than wanting to find out who to point your bloody finger at? I honestly don't know what's going to happen next. Anxiety just amplifies within me. After I've sacrificed myself, my time, energy, family & health, and I get to know THIS is going to happen? This is ludicrous. This is insensate. It's sluggish. I thought this was just a CCA. I thought that my job is to dance. I never thought I had to change my life to suit yours. Why am I being treated as if I am a professional? I'm just a student with a CCA. Or am I?
PS. To the PEOPLE/PERSON who think they are helping me/us out. Think again. Cuz honestly, You are making my/our life a living hell. No Thank You. I might as well file a report for Violation of Privacy. I hope You will get to see things our way, wear our shoes, see how You like being butted at. I'm pretty sure You'll find it elating. You suck.
I love my Khairul Ridzwan a whole lot. And if You dislike it. TOO BAD. "Anticipate Change & Stay Relevant". In case you didn't realise, Welcome To The 21 Century.
farie was here.
--- *Reiha@7:19 PM ---
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